I Won't

HI. Finally weekend. School has started since Thursday. And I just got home on Wednesday. And I'm sooooo bloody tired. Can't stop yawning. Especially when I got bored. brzzzz.

So, I haven't continued the loooooong speech I have arranged in my mind since before even Christmas. And since, well, I am me, I'm being lazy. Yes. I know. Too mean. Okay lah. I type.

Er don't know what to start. I'll just start with hm anything. I thank 2011 for all the memories. All the good and bad. All the things I learnt. All the friends I have. Everything. It was good. No, it was more than just good. It's the year when I realized it's my high school time and I shouldn't waste it by hating someone who doesn't even bother to look at me. Thanks to my friends, my family, relatives, everybody. Thanks to my classmates, we have been together no matter what, whether we dislike each other or we hate each other, it won't change the fact that we've been together all this time. And I think it's the only thing that keeps us united, until now.

Thanks to Cindy, my bestfriend slash personal adviser, who has been there for me all this time. Thanks to Jessy who has been willing to sit with me and take the risk to sometimes be crazy with me. Thanks to Jessie and Arvin, who have been the best folks ever to sit with during classes, without you two, my jhs 3 would be so cheesy. Thanks to Christine and Lydia, corpus folks, would never forget my moment at corpus. Thanks to Miss Valent, Sir Andi Botak and Miss Errie who have been teaching me English at corpus (and Sir Andi and Miss Errie will still continue teaching me English at corpus this year. :p) Thanks to the one and only Lause YC or aka Lause Juna, not only is he a great teacher (who can sometimes be a little bit cranky to us :p), he is also a friend, a great friend to us. Thanks to Junaers YC-ers who have been my new favorite clique especially when it comes to studying together every morning before exams. :p Thanks to those new friends whom I've known during 2011. And I thank 2011 for all the sweet memories, the tears, the pain.

And to A, thank you. He wouldn't see this but never mind. :p

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts

We got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend

For us to work, we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us

God knows I'm tough, He knows

We got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

Goodnight. xx

ps. Typing this under the aircon. It's like so bloody cold and I can't even think what to type.