Oct 19, 2012

Letting Go


Damon was grieving in his own way -- drinking at Alaric's grave and doing a lengthy monologue. 
Damon : "Floating lanterns in the sky. Can you believe them? Japanese lanterns are a symbol of letting go of the past. Well, here’s a news flash: We’re not Japanese. You know what they are? Children. Like lighting a candle's gonna make everything okay, or even saying a prayer, or pretending Elena's not gonna end up just like the rest of us murderous vampires. Stupid, delusional, exasperating little children. I know what you're gonna say: makes them feel better, Damon. So what? For how long? A minute? A day? What difference does it make? Because in the end, when you lose somebody, every candle, every prayer [ghost Alaric sitting in the graveyard] is not gonna make up for the fact that the only thing that you have left is a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to be and a rock with a birth date carved into it that I'm pretty sure is wrong. [Alaric laughs.] So, thanks, friend. Thanks for leaving me here to babysit, because I should be long gone by now. I didn't get the girl, remember? I'm just stuck here fighting with my brother and taking care of the kids. You owe me big."
Alaric : "I miss you, too, buddy."

-- The Vampire Diaries
Season 4 episode 2: "The Memorial"

Oct 15, 2012

High School-s

Hello.
I've been so busy these days. Especially that my monthly exam is in 4 days. Even if there's no monthly exam, I'll still be busy. Being a senior high school student, is far more stressful than being a junior, believe me very much. Every subjects that is tested on monthly exam, is still being tested in the class. I mean we usually only do monthly exam twice and finals once. So it's like only thrice. But now they make us have exams after we finish an unit. So it's like triple-ing our exams. I'm freaking out, really. All of the subjects are like so hardddd that I always think my head's going to explode. But that never happened, sooo I'm still me. lol

I miss my junior years. Everything was so easy. I could still handle homework, exams, tuition and I at least watched one movie every weekend and I played a lot. Now, I don't even have time for my weekend-movies. :( And I don't even know why I keep buying one DVD every week. And the stack is like getting higher and higher. lol. And guess what, I haven't even finished my novel, which I bought at December by the way. See how busy I am? But the novel part, it's actually because it's so boring so I don't have any intention to even finish it. Heheheheh

I have a lot in mind lately. But, never mind. I'm not gonna bore you guys with any of my rants.


check out my TOEFL's score. Super bad. But we can always try again right?

Some shots from Hongkong Trip :D




xx,
goodnight