Have had the longest CNY holiday, ever! One week is indeed long enough, but I crave for another week of holiday. Gosh, my back is hurting so much. Plus, I didn't get enough sleep. :( Should get my beauty sleep soon.
Btw, these are pictures from last Saturday when Cindy, Cynthia, Angela and Albert came over here.
That is me at the back -.-
Yes, yes, I know, camwhore attack. Please do not mind our narcissism.
Soooo we went to my Gram's house for gathering. I didn't meet all of my cousins because most some of them are already married and they only stayed for a while then left. :( Some more are at Bandung at the moment. The point is, ah never mind.
Arrived at 2 and then started to "kiong hi kiong hi" to epelibodi even to people I don't know. lol. Also ate all of the cny cookies like a boss. And I started to feel fat. In fact, I am fat. :( :( My chincia also said that I'm fatter than the last time she met me leh. Aiyoh. Shouldn't eat that much again.
Woke up with messy hair and realize that I slept so early last night. So early = 12. Why is it early? Because 1. Yesterday was Chinese New Year's Eve. Usually I would spend the whole night watching fireworks with my sisters. And what did I do last night? I 9gaged and then peacefully slept till 8 am. Why am I being such a lazy ass?
I know now you are wondering why I always have the same background in every picture. It's because I'm too lazy taking pictures with the old camera so I just use my laptop, which I put on the table in front of my parents' bed, to take pictures.
I'm not a big fan of skirts, you know. But once I love a skirt. I'll love it till it disappears (?)
Not Over You by Gavin Degraw. It's the song we're going to use, but still not sure because I can't do the guitar. Damn it. Guitar is just so difficult. I was thinking about using Your Call by Secondhand Serenade. What do you guys think?
Finally blogging. Ergh. Life has been busy. I'm in the middle of practicing my guitar btw. I know, I'm so cool rightttt. Okay sorry.
don't mind the ugly hair, I just had my nap. Plus my haircut two days ago. Super ugly. I know.
Okay, so Chinese New Year is like one more day to go tomorrow. Exciteddddd! I think I could spend my cny normally with my chincia and alll! Hah! It's like finally.
Okay, am going to have dinner at Lembur Kuring with my family and Cindy's family. I think I also spent last year cny's eve with Cindy's family.
Argh. Fuck my life, got disappointed by the scores, got so many things to do, no free time, and now I'm totally stressing out about performing in front of the class. Kthxbye.
See you before Chinese New Year I guess? :) I guess, you know me too well.
HI. Finally weekend. School has started since Thursday. And I just got home on Wednesday. And I'm sooooo bloody tired. Can't stop yawning. Especially when I got bored. brzzzz.
So, I haven't continued the loooooong speech I have arranged in my mind since before even Christmas. And since, well, I am me, I'm being lazy. Yes. I know. Too mean. Okay lah. I type.
Er don't know what to start. I'll just start with hm anything. I thank 2011 for all the memories. All the good and bad. All the things I learnt. All the friends I have. Everything. It was good. No, it was more than just good. It's the year when I realized it's my high school time and I shouldn't waste it by hating someone who doesn't even bother to look at me. Thanks to my friends, my family, relatives, everybody. Thanks to my classmates, we have been together no matter what, whether we dislike each other or we hate each other, it won't change the fact that we've been together all this time. And I think it's the only thing that keeps us united, until now.
Thanks to Cindy, my bestfriend slash personal adviser, who has been there for me all this time. Thanks to Jessy who has been willing to sit with me and take the risk to sometimes be crazy with me. Thanks to Jessie and Arvin, who have been the best folks ever to sit with during classes, without you two, my jhs 3 would be so cheesy. Thanks to Christine and Lydia, corpus folks, would never forget my moment at corpus. Thanks to Miss Valent, Sir Andi Botak and Miss Errie who have been teaching me English at corpus (and Sir Andi and Miss Errie will still continue teaching me English at corpus this year. :p) Thanks to the one and only Lause YC or aka Lause Juna, not only is he a great teacher (who can sometimes be a little bit cranky to us :p), he is also a friend, a great friend to us. Thanks to Junaers YC-ers who have been my new favorite clique especially when it comes to studying together every morning before exams. :p Thanks to those new friends whom I've known during 2011. And I thank 2011 for all the sweet memories, the tears, the pain.
And to A, thank you. He wouldn't see this but never mind. :p
When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts
We got yeah we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend
For us to work, we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
I'm still looking up
I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough, He knows
We got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Goodnight. xx
ps. Typing this under the aircon. It's like so bloody cold and I can't even think what to type.
Things I have done in 2011 (underlined, bold and italic):
Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair. Ended a relationship. Started a new relationship. Been on a long a car journey. Passed an exam. Met someone who’s now an important part of my life. Cried on someone’s shoulder. Had a massive fight with a boyfriend. Recieved flowers. Had a Valentine. Written a letter using pen and paper. Gone to see a therapist. Been prescriped medication by a doctor. Read a really good book. Gone to the zoo. Spent too much money on unnecessary things. Travelled by train. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. Spent a day out in the sun getting a tan. Slammed a door out of frustration. Had an anxiety attack. Babysat for a friend’s child. Had a BBQ. Gone to the fair. Gone bowling. Seen a film at the cinema in 3D. Gone on a date. Been the only sober one on a night out. Helped someone home after they’d had too much to drink. Stayed up all night. Talked on the phone for over two hours. Supported someone who’d recieved bad news. Watched some kind of live sporting event. Read an entire book in one day. Bought a DVD the day it was released. Eaten McDonald’s more than four times in a single week. Cried as a result of exam stress. Met some incredible new people. Gone to several great parties. Fallen backwards off a chair. Broken my glasses. Worn a watch for the first time in years. Cried over someone in my past. Spent hours aimlessly browsing the internet. Thrown up due to food poisoning. Cried over a film. Gone out of my way to avoid an ex-boyfriend.(not an ex-boyfriend, but whatever) Fought with someone in public.
So lame. no me gusta. groar.
Kthxbye. See you this weekend, if I feel like typing. :P
