2012

Happy New Year!

Scheduled post. Typed before flying to Penang.

So, this year has been good, I guess? I don't really know. But I think this year is not just a random year. I learned a lot of stuff. I found new friends, Cindy said because I'm too friendly -.-

see the tail :p

This year I learn about so many things. I'm not gonna tell you what I have learned this whole year because I know nobody would even read it. So, let's just skip to the part where I thank the people who have been there for me and I want them to know that they are important for me. I may look like I don't care. But actually, everybody cares. It's just sometimes they don't wanna show it.

First of all, thanks to Cindy, whom I have known since I was born, I guess? :p She is the not just like any other girl. She can be cranky sometimes, and also moody. And when she's not in her mood, I'm her victim. :( lol, no, jk, she is sweet and also smart and also pretty and also everything lah. You know, we were like sisters. Love her to the bones. ps. She is also so unyu maximal.

And then there's this siaopo Jessie. We have known each other for two and half years. We got close because I don't know what, we just belong together. You know, they say we tend to make friends with the one with the same sense of humor. It's true. :p We talk about others and then we laugh. I know, we are so mean. Muahaha.

Not to forget, Andrew. He is the one I want to be with right now. With so much going on between us, he still manages to call me and text me to say that he misses me. I know, he's too sweet. :p

Okay, continue this list later after I got home. The car comes alrdy. bzzzzz

So, say hi to 2012. Please be awesome and all. And goodbye to 2011 which have been a bless.
xx

Bye :P

Hello.

26th Dec, went to mamakmamaks' gathering at Lembur Kuring with Cindy and the others. After that, fetched Albert and Angela then went to sun to watch Sherlock Holmes: A Game Of Shadows with them and Andrew and Stanley. Had dinner at Mr. Pancakes then went straight home.

Anyway, got so many books lah. Bought one on Friday and then bought one more on Monday. And also Cindy lent me two new books. So I have four with me. :p Plus one magazine. I don't usually buy magazine. Usually I borrow Cindy's. But that magazine has bonus journal one. Cannot resist myself from getting one. :p

seee, all Indonesian novels. -.- 

Should keep the ticket! Forever 11! *kiss*

27th Dec, spent my whole day laying like a boss. -.-

28th Dec, went to Cindy's with Ngel and Bret. Made muffins. :D:D I literally didn't do anything besides keep eating the chocolate chips for the muffins. Cannot stop eating, don't know why. -.-

 

Purposely make the picture smaller. Or they're gonna eat me up alive.

Alright, this is the list of the things I should take:

- boooks (I got 4 alrdy, remember?)

- phone and headset (let's wish there's such things like wifi there)

- body lotion (I am tan nuff alrdy)

- should I take teddy bear? Cannot sleep leh later.

- what more? No more, I guess?

Going to miss everybody. See you next week. :]

Okay, off to sleeeeeeeep!
xx

Hi Santa

Merry Christmas! xx

Groar

Merry Christmasssss!

So the last day of exam, Jessie, that siaopo came to my house. We watched Spy Kids DVD pirated one, HAHAHA. After that we bebekpanggang-ing in my room with my sisters also. She is so galau. :( Don't be so galau kayy.

I know right so narsis one -.-

siaopo shuffling muahaha

look at her eyesss!

she's uh hugging me?

ikr -.-

another retarded -,-

try to candid but ended up like this

see that siaopo over there? Muahehueho. She is gonna kill me in my sleep!

Friday, went to sun with Cindy and Caryn. They're meeting up with their friends. So I roared around loh. Now I have no money bokek :( Cindy made me wake up at 8 but she was fetching at 1. -.-

Alright, wish you a merry merry Christmas everyone! xx

Safe.

Heeyy! See the necklace above? Yes, I finally found the moustache necklace in one of the bbm group's online shop. And I got it a few days ago. Hohoho. Sooo, exams have ended depressingly. And holiday starts NOW! Yes, now. Major excited. Alright I'm gonna go change coz I'm going out with Cindy today. Where else? Ikr, Medan sucks. :(

Anyway,

Happy holiday! :)

Boo

Heeya!

Changed my blog's name again. Back to this. I just got sick of the big moustache. And I like my current layout better. :p

Got physics tomorrow. Don't know if I can do well in the test. I kinda doubt it. I have no hope. -.-

In the meantime,

Talk to you guys later?

xx

He Is We Feat. Owl City - All About Us

Take my hand, I'll teach you to dance
I'll spin you around, won't let you fall down
Would you let me lead, you can step on my feet
Give it a try, it'll be alright

The room's hush hush
And now's our moment
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me
We're doing this right


Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight's shining, it's all about us
It's all about us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt but
It's all about us


Suddenly I'm feeling brave
I don't know what's got into me, why I feel this way
Can we dance real slow?
Can I hold you, can I hold you close?



The room's hush hush
And now's our moment
Take it in, feel it all and hold it
Eyes on you, eyes on me
We're doing this right


Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight's shining, it's all about us
It's all about us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt but
It's all about us



Do you hear that love?
They're playing our song
Do you think we're ready?
Oh I'm really feeling it
Do you hear that love?
Do you hear that love?



Cause lovers dance when they're feeling in love
Spotlight's shining, it's all about us
It's all about us
And every heart in the room will melt
This is a feeling I've never felt but
It's all about us

Shepherd

Holla!

Exams have started since Wednesday and it's not going really well, if I might say. Well, it's obviously my fault because I listened to Satan's Whisperer and also I've always been so careless soooooo yep, silly mistakes here and there. But who cares, at least I try. :p

Weekend tomorrow and tuition scheduled on Saturday and even Sunday. I've got tons of papers to do. Not to be mentioned, I have a completely fucked up sleeping schedule. Don't worry, four exams left and after that I'm gonna be freeeeee. Should catch up with my movies and TV series which are piling up in my drawer. And also I'm gonna buy myself books to read while I'm in Penang. Don't wanna get bored there.

Also gonna help Cindy with her scrapbook. :p

Camwhore a lot lately -.-.-

ps. Christmas is in a week, Who's excitedddd? I am! Though I'm not celebrating in anywhere. It's just I like the Christmas spirit. :p

I know it's late but,
wish me luck, I really need that.
xx

We Go Up

Sagittarius Compatibility

Sagittarius-Aries:Aries and Sagittarius pair is sent directly from the heavens. Both of them will keep each other with good humor. Intelligent decisions, mutual agreements and consensus will help them grow the compatibility to new heights. Sagittarius people are very creative and artistic and these two characters can inspire an Aries with lot of energy. Just watch the conversation between an Arian and the Sagittarius person; in fact, both of them are lively and energetic while talking about new ideas and issues. Both of them are very charming and intuitive in the relationship

Sagittarius-Taurus:The Taurus with Sagittarius typifies the romance based on opposites attract. While there are some similar traits that are common to both the zodiac members, there are some severe divergences in their most defining traits. While the Taurus is a calm, balanced and sensible individual, the Sagittarian is most free spirited, energetic and restless. The most major sign of incompatibility is that while the Taurus-born is most likely to be possessive and jealous, the Sagittarius is freedom loving and enjoys his or her space. The protective and somewhat controlling nature of the Taurus can be a serious irritant for their partner.

Sagittarius-Gemini:In terms of zodiac wheel Gemini and Sagittarius are on the opposite sides and as an age old saying both the opposites attract each other a lot. Gemini with Sagittarius believes in giving space in a relationship to their partner and also not tries to become too clingy or pushy. Both the partners in this Gemini with Sagittarius combination doesn’t compress their relation into stale habits and doesn’t also demand emotional commitment. Both the partners in this association follows the style of holding each other loosely as they tend to become philosophical when one of the two partners feel like moving on from the relationship. They might separate many a times but the chances of their reunion remains very bright.

Sagittarius-Cancer:The clashes between Cancer and Sagittarius can be minimized if they both try to understand each other’s nature. Mutual understanding can work wonders for both the sides. This love match can work out, if both make real efforts in a similar direction. They can make a good match only if they accept each other’s faults as well as appreciate their qualities. Sagittarians should become little responsible towards their family and should dedicate more time towards the family matters. This will make Cancer happy. At the same time, Cancer should act little adventurous so that they can make their counterpart happy.

Sagittarius-Leo:Sex is great when these two signs are together as both of them love having fun and live life to the fullest. They can never get bored of each other as they enjoy each other. Leo and Sagittarius are very passionate and ardent which makes them a good team and their strong compatibility will make their relationship flourish. They are energetic and creative together which makes life fun for them. Talking of the negative aspect, Sagittarius does not take feelings and emotions seriously which may hurt Leo’s vulnerable side.

Sagittarius-Virgo:They like to deal with different aspect of life and experience it in full. Virgos like to take it slow and steady, whereas Sagittarius is impatient and likes to speed up things. Their biggest advantage is that both Virgo and Sagittarius are extremely adjusting and cooperating. They are very giving and can do anything to make the other comfortable and happy. Both these signs are filled with self-pride, confidence and dignity. This makes their pair very well bonded and close.

Sagittarius-Libra:For the Libra and Sagittarius couple, there are a fair number of issues to deal with. Firstly, the Sagittarius needs to accept the Libran demand for settlement and consistency. They need to communicate well with the Libran rather than looking for comfort from other sources in times of trouble. On the other hand, the Libra – born should not be anxious about their partner’s commitment to them to the extent of being completely paranoid. Also, both individuals will benefit from a relationship based on mutual gains from adjustment and learning – the Sagittarius can guide the Libran in matters of practical application, while the latter can help their partner with their emotional unavailability and inexpressiveness.

Sagittarius-Scorpio:A lot of people think that the opposite nature of these two zodiac signs, Scorpio, being a water sign and a Sagittarius being the fire sign helps in keeping up the attraction between them alive. It is true to some extent, but it comes at a high cost and is tough to maintain. Scorpio is the ultimate passionate creature and Sagittarius is the epitome of romance. This is definitely an excellent combination but it is not as easy as it sounds. This is because; the basic perspective of relationships is very different for both these signs.

Sagittarius-Sagittarius:The Sagittarius and Sagittarius couple enjoy each other’s company, and share a common passion for adventure as well as an imperative restiveness to travel and explore the world. Small mindedness, on the other hand, is an objectionable trait according to all Sagittarius and all such individuals are regarded as repugnant by them, even if it is their own partner. A Sagittarius couple also shares an inexplicable fervour, an elevated state of mind, and an evolutionary attitude towards life.


Sagittarius-Capricorn:For this unique couple, which is the perfect extrovert with introvert match, the future of their romantic liaison depends on how willing and open both partners are to change. The moody Capricorn is often comes across as a brooding wet blanket to their partner, and the Sagittarius farfetched visions and empty words may be a drain on the former’s patience. While there are areas of conflict, such relationships often progress into stages of mutual gain as both are able to grow as individuals due to association with the other. Thus, it is a fair conclusion that the Sagittarius with Capricorn relationship has the potential to be a long lasting and meaningful journey.

Sagittarius-Aquarius:For the Sagittarius and Aquarius couple it is very important that both partners keep introspecting and reviewing their actions, which is inherently against their nature, to ensure the relationship survives for the long haul. The main reason for problem in this liaison is that the free spirited attitude of both partners may lead to an affair that is very casual, without either individual realizing it. Thus, it is important that both keep on analyzing where they are headed as a couple and what the future is likely to be. Thereafter, these feelings need to be communicated to the partner so that a mutual understanding is established as how things should progress.

Sagittarius-Pisces:Sagittarius and Pisces pairing of two different zodiac signs is actually the romantic pairing of two very different, changeable and curious individuals. Both Sagittarius and Pisces meet each other sincerely with positive attitude towards love and open to each other for showing an altogether new world of romantic experiences. While Sagittarius flirt directly with their partner, the Pisces feels startled with the over the top romantic behaviour of their Sagittarian partner. The friendly behaviour and trustworthiness of a Sagittarian helps in bringing out the spontaneous attitude of Pisces so that they can part actively in the game of dating. The dating experience of this odd couple can actually be fun if both the partners make most out of their romantic evening no matter where they are heading for. 

Copied from Zodiac Facts

Hello hey hi!

So, how are you guys? Me? Great, wonderful. Life's been treating me good. Perfect friends, perfect boyfie, it's just perfect. Well, still have some things in my mind, but I'm sure everything will be just fine when its time has come. 

Exam is in three days and I haven't prepared much. Tuition scheduled even on Sunday. That doesn't help much. Well, that's okay. I love going to tuition though. :p Andrew, Jessie and everybody. :p

I've been following ZodiacFacts twitter account and I always scroll down her page whenever I have time. Favorited some of her tweets.

Random cropping.

Dear A,

I know this first month doesn't go very well. With people and stuff. But we'll fix it. Because I really want things to work. I really like you. Please promise me that you'll never leave me, that you'll stay even when things get hard and don't turn out good. I'm not promising you a perfect relationship. But as long as you're trying, I'm staying. :)

Have a good night peeps. 

xx

It's A Blast

So, yes, happy birthday to me! Can someone explode because they get too happy? I think I might explode now. HAHAHA

So, it was lunch break and I was eating somewhat siobakpui in the class with Jessica and also Christine and exactly after the last bite, they all burst into the class, singing happy birthday song for me and carrying cupcakes with candles and stuff! Happy? I'd be lying if I say I'm not!

Andrew captured this for me.

La Maison Patisserie's cupcakes and macarons!

Made by siaopo Jessie Metaurine.

Excuse my ugly face!

I swear the cake is so yummy!

Mom and I

See lah, everyday eat, fat alrdy!

Their birthday surprise for me is holy sweet! 

This is by far the best birthday ever. Anyway, still waiting for Kyle's promise!

xoxo

Fourteen

Hi. So I'm fourteen. Bless me!

Make a wish

Blow the candle out

xx

99

1.Real Name : Alvina Liyandra
2.Nickname(s) : err -.- tarzan, vina, pina
3.Age :  14 in 5 days
4.Height : ± 145 cm
5.Weight : the last time I checked, it's 45kg
6.Spec or contact lens : spec
7.Horoscope : Sagittarius
8.Male or Female : female
9.Tv or Games : games
10.Primary School : Sutomo 1
11.Secondary School : Sutomo 1
12.Poly or Jc : or
13.University : not yet
14.Hair colour : brownish black
15.Long or short hair : quite long
16.Loud or Quiet : uh Loud
17.Sweats or Jeans : Jeans
18.Phone or camera : phone
19.Health Freak : nah no
20.Drink or smoke : none
21.Have a crush on someone? : Deff
22.Eat or drink : eat
23.Piercing(s) : none
24.Tattoos : none
25.Social or anti-social : Loner
26.First Relationship : now
27.First best friend : Cindy
48.Wealthy or happiness : BOTH
49.Want to get married? : in 10 years
50.Want kids? : yes
51.Careers in mind : businesswoman (?)
52.Fight before? : yes
53.Most regret of : sth
54.Talented in : nothing
55.Weak in : expressing feelings
56.Romantic or spontaneous : spontaneous
57.Lip or eyes : none
58.Nice stomach or nice arms : I WANT BOTH
59.Shorter or Taller : taller
60.Protective or Caring : caring
61.Hook-up or Relationships : prefer hook-ups but in a relationship right now
62.Troublemaker or hesitant : hesitant
63.Lost glasses or contacts : glasses
64.Ran away from home : never will, I guess
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : a gun
66.Killed somebody : in my mind
67.Broken someone's heart : I guess so.
68.Been arrested : never #WINNING
69.Cried when someone died : have never, but I guess I will
70.Missed someone a lot a lot : not really, but yes.
71.Believe in Yourself : most of the times, I don't
72.Believe in Miracles : sometimes
73.Love at first sight : no
74.Heaven or Hell : heaven
75.Santa Claus : in 3 weeks!!
76.Cartoon or anime : cartoon
77.Tooth Fairy : no
78.Kiss in the first date : no
79.Afraid of death : abs.
80.Handsome or cute : handsome
81.Pretty or cute : pretty
82.Reality or dream : reality is a lovely place but I wouldn't wanna live there. ♬
83.Is there a person you want to be with now? : yes
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now? : not really.
85.Do you believe in fate? : yes
86.Do you believe in everlasting love? : no
87.Do you believe in god? : yes
88.How often do you lie? : often, very.
89.Do you respect elders? : yes
90.Are you a good kid? : no
91.Do you like your family? : depends on what situation.
92.Do you like your friends? : not all of them.
93.Are you greedy? : yes
94.What do you want now? : leave town.
95.What will you wish for? : happiness
96.A truth to first person? : bff cindy
97.A truth to second person? : ldr bff (re: kyle)
98.A truth to third person? : the person who deserves it
99.Do you even trust yourself? : maybe.

Us

I guess by turning our backs on these other people, we thought we could fix ourselves. Maybe other people aren't the problem. Maybe we changed. And at what point do we admit, that no matter how much we want it or how hard we try, it's just not working.

- Rufus Humphrey, Gossip Girl Season 2

And I finally understand.

Take Care

K, so since this is December already and finals are probably coming in two weeks, I'm getting busy. Busy as in I need to photocopy this and that and this and that and this and that. Need to do more Math and Physics exercises. Haven't studied anything yet. I'm as good as dead.

SO, you might be asking why I am posting in the middle of the night. You know, I'm so sleepy, but I force myself to type this post. It's because of this one thing that has been bothering my mind since god-knows-when. And that one thing is a person who is too bokangco to read someone's chat from this someone's phone without this someone's permission (read: kepo). And not to mention, this person also offered this someone to take her phone and read her chat. Ok, let's just say I'm typing this as my thoughts (and not as my curse to this person because this type of person is getting to my nervesssss).

First thing first, why on earth would you take (or in this case she snatched) this someone's phone? Do you not have your own phone? Should you snatch his phone? It's like HIS PHONE. And you have your own phone. 

Next. Why on earth would you read that someone's chat (or in this case, MY chat with him)? Do you not understand the term we use to describe something which is not meant for public? PRIVACY dude! Everybody has their own privacy. You don't have your own privacy mehhhhhh? 

Next, why would you even offer this someone to read your chat with your bf? (It's not like he is interested in your love story like you do in OUR love story.) Do you not know that he is not FA KIN DAM like you are? 

Don't you hate it? Stupid question, yes, I hate that type of person. I would never ever take somebody's phone and read his/her chat without his/her permission. I understand how it feels being interfered by busybodies. That's why I would never do that.

Okay, I'm off to sleep. Spend one hour typing this. -.-

ps. Tomorrow is my lunar birthday. Yes, thank you. :p

xoxo

Hit The Bed

My God!
Have just finished my C++ assignment! Just so you know, C++ sucks to the core. And just so we're clear, I did the assignment all by myself. But of course, with some help from the teacher's teaching material, which he copied for me. Still, I'm so proud of myself! I would usually simply ask others to do it for me if the assignments are difficult. But now, rather than asking others to do it for me, I do it by myself. Which is cool. And also independent. Jsyk, my birthday is in 2 bloody weeks. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I know nobody cares but I feel old. K, should stop complaining!

For the world's coolest teacher, Happy Teacher's Day to u, Sir YC!

OK, if I don't sleep now. I'm gonna be effing late tomorrow.

Night!

xx

Madness Attack

Need to finish this computer's assignments. The deadline is Monday, and I've just started doing the basic things. Duh, curse myself for not doing these earlier. And also curse the teacher! (lol no just kidding, happy teacher's day to all teachers in the world!) 

No inspiration! My brain is er flooded!

I should stop complaining about everything! Be happy!

I know I should stop complaining. But I can't. I just can't. I complain. I say bad words. I curse people. Every bloody second of my life. Like it's in my blood. But I learn. I learn how to control myself, my emotion. And I'm still learning. So I'm sorry, if I've ever hurt your feeling. If I've ever got mad at you without any reason. If I've ever ignored you just because some stupid things. I'm a human, a person. I'm not perfect.

Heart beats fast, colors and promises
How do be brave
How can i love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

Time stands still, beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I Moustache You A Question

Hello. A lot has been going on lately. I'm tired. I want this shit to end soon. It's exhausting. I am exhausted. December, please come faster. I'm waiting for Santa. Sincerely, not blessed enough.

Anyway, am sooooooo obsessed with moustache recently. I even changed my blog's name and also header. :p

THE RING!

THE NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!

Some of the picture I googled yesterday. Love it to the max. I swear I'm gonna buy the necklace once I see it in any store.

Anyway, Happy Teacher's Day!
xx