Lotsofloveeee

31st August 2012

Hiiiiii.

I swear today is that one day when the people were united because of something. And today, I swear, again, is one of those sad days where you have to say goodbye to your friends. Goodbyes sucks. It always does.

First of all, I love them. I hate them too. The feeling is like equal? It's like I hate them but I love them. Hate them but love them. Hate them but love them. Hate them but love them. How can I explain this without making people confused? -.- It was just awesome. To have that one day to be like kind of united, I guess? Yea, we're all in that "love-hate" feeling. Okay, I'll try explaining it one more time. It's like we say we hate each other but deep down inside, we know we love each other. And it's like the "we can literally scream at each other like we hate each other but in the end, we hug each other like we're best friends" kind of feeling. Okay. Or I could say "Brothers and sisters fight. But they're still brothers and sisters." Yep. I know I suck at writing.

So tomorrow is September and bam, class changes. I stay though. But some don't. And it's sad. Even though their class is only like 50 footsteps from ours. It's like 7 of us just went out from that class. And it's really bad. Because we've been together for 3 years. All of us. Fifty three of us.

It just feels not right not sitting with Anas in any lab anymore. We always sat together. Since 7th grade. And Tine, well, I've known these two girls my whole life because we happened to be in the same class at kindergarten. We're separated at primary. And met again at junior high. And separated, again, now. I don't remember half of my kindergarten days but I remember their faces and some of their names. I remember it's Tine's birthday and she invited the whole class. So my parents drove me there but then we got lost because my parents didn't know the way. But then again, I don't know how, I arrived at her house. And we partied and took pictures and I don't really remember the rest of it anymore. But I remember her. My childhood is kinda blur to me but I remember some crazy things. Alright, it's not important. Next partt.

I am going to miss Wilbert. In fact, I miss him already. He and Vinson will not be sitting in front of me anymore because he's gonna move to another class and Vinson, since Wilbert had alrdy moved, will also move. Seriously, I thought I won't be missing him coz we rarely talked. But now, I feel so sad that he's not here with us anymore. Because he chose to not be in the same class with us. :((((

Thankyou for being together for these 3 years. Thankyou for still being together through the happiness, sadness, galauness, alayness, lebayness, jayusness. Thankyou for being the best classmates ever. Thankyou for the best 3 years. Thankyou thankyou thankyou. <3

Anywayssss, word of the month in the class : jayus (adj) : trying to make a joke but failed. Lol.

The point is that I love everybody of them - okay, I sound A LOT like Miss Ani. And I will always do. X-2 FOREVAHHHHH! #alayness

lots of loveeee,
xxxxx

ps. I think I'm gonna post it now. It's been 2 weeks since I typed this post and I only saved it as draft because I thought it was so ga nyambung. But it's okay, it's my blog anyways. Heheheheh