Bullshit And Party

Hello. Great Saturday. :D

I had my haircut just now. One thing for sure is I love my new hair very muchh. Thanks to the hairdresser who cut my hair. :D Absolutely will go back there. ;)

Anyway, I have been playing these two great facebook games recently. Baking Life and Gourmet Ranch. :D You should try it sometimes. :) Look at my Baking Life's avatar.

I changed it to male's one. It is cute, isn't it? I can't stand for the cool t-shirt that he's wearing. :p

I was watching No Strings Attached with Jess when suddenly my mom came home. Actually, I still haven't finished watching it. It's just annoying if I watch it with Mom. Because my mom can be soooo talkative during the movies and at the end, I won't get what the story is about. Soo, I decided to watch it tomorrow when everybody will be going to my Gram's house while I, staying in the house, watch No Strings Attached. :p

Tomorrow, 1st May, there will be a prom night, not the one that I told you last month. It's in Aston. The Entrance. Well, since I'm not going sooo for you who's going there, HAVE FUNN. :D

Off, going to sleep, or doing another stuff, I guess. :p

Happy Weekend.
xx,
A!

On My Mind - The Royal Wedding

Congratulation to Prince William and Kate Middleton! :D What a gorgeous couple. How I wish I was there. :( Why should I born here? Seriously, Indonesia sucks! Just enjoy the pictures. :)

I swear I love them both. I can't get away the sweet brief kiss from my mind. Adorable like really adorable. <3

IlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethemIlovethem!!

CHEERS FOR THEM! MAY GOD BLESSES THEM FOREVER AND EVER.

I still wish that I'm not an Indonesian.

I hate Indonesia, anyway.

Alright, I'm gonna sleep.

xx,

A!

Lose Control

Hellooooo peepss.

School has been treating me good recently. But still, I don't like school. Anyway, Cindy won't be going to school anymore until June. I envy herrrrrr.. Ahhh.. She will stay home, online, watching DVDs, playing games. Ahh. But never mind, I'll also get the same opportunity ... next year. -_- But I'll be so stress. I know right, it is so not nice. I will also have the National Exam. But after the great great great sacrifice of time and brain and whatsoever, I will have a great great great holiday. Three months of holiday is worth it! And after the long long holiday, I'll be a Senior High School student! Yayy! But yea, I should wait till .. next month.

What a life!

xx,

A!

Dance To The Beat Of My Drum

Hemmmmm.. I'm back. :D

Don't know what to post. Just wanna keep my blog updated everyday. :D

Some tumblr's awesome random picture:

Till then.
xx,
A~

The Other Chick

I am pretty random today. So, I have something that bothers my mind. That is THIS friend who is really bothering. I am not saying that I don't like her or whatsoever but it's just she is annoying. You know, bothering others life while she doesn't want others to bother hers. You are lame!

Anyway, school is quite good. Okay, maybe it's me thinking that school is lame but actually it's not. The time passes so quickly. I've just noticed that next year, I'll graduate from junior high school and I'm gonna wear the grey skirts. :D It seems like I've just worn the blue skirt yesterday. Hahaha.. I don't feel like growing up. There are so many things to deal with when you've grown up. You know, college thingy. I'm planning to study overseas. I'd rather be anywhere but here. I know it's a stupid thought. I know that as soon as I stay there, I will miss my family and friends. But yes, for the first times in my life, I want to be apart from everybody. Starting a new life, making a major changes. I can feel it already.

The freedom. The sadness. The creepy things that I'll experience soon. I just ... Alright, too much dream could actually killing you slowly. -__-

Anyway, open this BLOG, if you are an Indonesian. You'll laugh your ass off. HAHAHA.

Going to sleep.

xx,

A!

Lock Down

I'm backkk.. :D

Okayy, have just watched a totally crap video. Ohmygoddd it's fuckin embarrassing. Can't post the video here though. :(

Anyway, I've been thinking about these things but I've never thought of posting it here. Okay, so I've been thinking aboutttt those people who don't have any job. I'm not making up stories of how poor this country is. It's just the fact. Zillions of people do not have any house. They sleep in the cold road where everybody steps on. They do not eat decent food. They wear torn clothes. Nobody cares about them. Not even the government. Okay, maybe the government do care about them. It's just they don't give a fuck about it.

It's not the only problems. There are just too many problems in this world. I wonder why that all happens. Is that God's sign for the bad people? Or it's just the world is weird? Or whatsoever. This life is not fair. Really unfair. Alright, I'm tired so I'm gonna sleep now.

xx,

A~

Taylor Swift - Tim McGraw

Change in plan. I'm posting Taylor Swift's tonight. :p

You said the way my blue eyes shined

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said, "That's a lie"

Just a boy in a Chevy truck

That had a tendency of gettin' stuck

On back roads at night

And I was right there beside him

All summer long

And then the time we woke up to find

That summer'd gone

But when you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

September saw a month of tears

And thankin' God that you weren't here

To see me like that

But in a box beneath my bed

Is a letter that you never read

From three summers back

It's hard not to find it all

A little bitter sweet

And lookin' back on all of that

It's nice to believe

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

The one we danced to all night long

The moon like a spotlight on the lake

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

And I'm back for the first time since then

I'm standin' on your street

And there's a letter left on your doorstep

And the first thing that you'll read

Is when you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think my favorite song

Some day you'll turn your radio on

I hope it takes you back to that place

When you think happiness

I hope you think that little black dress

Think of my head on your chest

And my old faded blue jeans

When you think Tim McGraw

I hope you think of me

Oh, think of me

You said the way my blue eyes shined

Put those Georgia stars to shame that night

I said, "That's a lie"

This is for Wayne, anyway. I still remember he told me that he likes this songs. :')

When I think Tim McGraw, I think about you.

Because it's your favorite song.

I would never forget that.

Good night.

xx,

A~

Sunday Bloody Sunday

Heyy I'm back..

I went to Cindy's house again just now but I'm home now. It's not annoying but it's not fun any either. We are supposed to finish the project today but yet it hasn't finished. We'll going to continue the project this Friday morning. Frankly speaking, I am really lazy to wake up early in the morning and go to school when I am not supposed to. But it's for the effing project, so nothing I can do about it.

Talking about school thingy, tomorrow I'm gonna go back to school again. Whyyyy?? Why don't we get our holiday? I seriously am not in the mood of school. I'd rather be home, sleeping and go online and texting my friends and tweeting about useless things and whatsoever but studying.

I'm randomly in love with Jason Mraz -  A Beautiful Mess song's right now. Quite old song but still I love it. Gonna post the lyrics after this.

I'm showing off my necklace in front of my laptop. B)

Haven't watched No Strings Attached yet. :/ I don't have much time plus I'm not

in the mood of watching movies.

 I know right, it is cool. XD

Let's hope for a good Monday. *sigh

Happy Easter Day everyone. :D I don't celebrate it though.

xx,
A~

ps : I miss Wayne, Liam, Ray, Spence and Nate so badly. :(

Starlight

Romantic scenario for this weekend?

I pick this up from the last video I post. ;)

G: Do you realize there is only two options for our future together? It's either we break up or we get married.
B: Never really thought of that.
G: You think we'll get married?
B: Why? You wanna get married with me?
G: I don't know right now.
B: Me neither.
G: Do you wanna break up with me?
B: Of course not.
G: Well, it's gonna be one or the other. What do you think will happen if we don't end up together? We're gonna hate each other? Or you think we'll keep in touch?
B: I think if life seperates us and we end up in a totally different places, well I was remembered when I passed a line in this period time. And I'll be thankful for that. And I hope that wherever you are, you'll be thankful too. And I think that's the best we can reach for. ♥


This bad feeling is getting stronger. I just wanna sleep and don't wanna wake up and face tomorrow.
Gotta wake up early tomorrow, you know, going to do the project thingy.
xx,
alvinaa

Brief Letters To You Guys

Dear Wayne,


thank you for this whole time, Wayne. You are a great friend, a great listener. How I wish to meet you directly. :) And I really wish you and Kate all the best. Hope you guys have an eternal marriage. ;) I will always miss you dear.  *hugs*




Dear Liam,


thanks to you too. You are the best Liam. :D I remember how I told you about my problems and how you cheered me. :') I love you Liam . :) Since, you are the only one who knows about this blog and how desperate I am, tell them if you read this, will you? :) Thanks. :) *hugs*




Dear Ray,


although I'm not that close to you, I know that you are really kind. And also I won't forget your  'relationship' with that girl. Hahaha.  :) *hugs*




Dear Nate and Spence,


hmm, I don't know what to say. But it's nice to know you two. :) And Nate, you know you're too quiet. :D


I have a bad feeling about something. I don't know what it is but I hope everything will be just fine.
xx,
A~

Fall From Grace

Hello..

I'm back. Hehehe.. I went to Gram's house yesterday. Not good. It's so bad. Not going there again. Err.. So, I'm gonna post the pictures we took when my friends came here.

Okay. Blackberry's camera is so bad. Err. x_x

So, I'm gonna go to Cindy's house, again, to continue the effing project.. I don't wanna go there. I really don't want to. It's just we they plan to finish the project tomorrow so I must come. Well, not gonna type much because I'm starving. Gonna have my snack now.
xx,
alvinaa

Road To Love

7 stage of a relationship, according to the video above, are:

Stage 1: The Meeting

Stage 2: The Chase

Stage 3: The Honeymoon

Stage 4: Comfortable

Stage 5: Tolerance

Stage 6: Downhill

Stage 7: Breaking Up

Set It Off

School time sucks. Right?

But these? These photos is totally a lovable holiday. :)

HAHA. I love their funny faces. Lol.

Going to school.

xx,

alvinaa

My Last Freestyle

Today is greattt. And I love it. :)

So, Jessie, Jessica and Thea came here just now. Foolin' around, making videos, taking photos, playing truth or dare. We had so much fun. :D

Anyway, the photos are all on Jessie. So, I'll update soon.

xx,
A~

Highway Unicorn

Hello. I am back. Okay.

I did say that I went to Cindy's house to do the effing project, didn't I? Yes, I did. I went there And guess what? It started terribly but fortunately, ended well. So, here is the story.

I arrived there late. Okay, maybe I'm late but I'm not the latest. So there are 8 people there. Me, Thea, Jessica, Jessica, Adika, Cressa, Christy and Cindy. There are two Jessicas. HAHA.. So, when I came, there are just half of them so we waited for the others to come. I opened my laptop and started to surf on the Internet, starting to feel annoyed by them. Okay, after they came, we was like discussing about the layout of the project or whatsoever. Then this person - you know who I mean by THIS person - who is very BOSSY, annoyed me. Like seriously, I know she is smart, clever or whatsoever but BOSSY? Please. This is a group work. You act like I'm a shit? Then you are the shit. So annoying. Erghh. I swear I would never work in a group with her anymore! No more! Okay, maybe in some case I SHOULD work with her because she is in the same group with me in like every group work. Like science lab or electronics's lab. Errhh.. Gosh, get rid of her!

Despite the worst part of yesterday thing, I did have some fun strolling along the rondure and eating the Sate Padang - kind of skewered pieces of meat roasted over coals which doused with sauce - with Christy, Adika and Cindy.


Anyway, here is the picture:

I only got two. The others are taken by Christy or Cindy and they haven't given the photos to me yet. -.- I am so ugly there. :x

I bought two DVDs yesterday. Finally, I got The Avalon High DVD. I was like "omgomgomg, they have it". Haha. I am so excited. Can't wait to watch..

By the way, our school sucks! You know what, they were like not willing to give us any holiday. But they do. Today is holiday. Tomorrow we go to school but there are no morning classes anymore. Wednesday, holiday again. Thursday, school. Friday, Rebecca Black. Lol. No, we got holiday also on Friday. Saturday, no school but tuition. Erghh.. Sucks right? I know. -.-

I can tell that you are a bitch!

Alright, I wanna watch Avalon High now. With a runny nose. Sucks - again.

xx,

A~

Owl City - Alligator Sky

Where was I when the rockets came to life

And carried you away into the alligator sky

Even though, I'll never know what's up ahead

I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

Uh uh, that's not a plane, that's me

I'm sittin' where I'm supposed to

Floatin' on the cloud, can't nobody come close to

The concrete and the sky switch places

So now my ceiling is painted with cosmic spaces

Firecracker to the moon, keep your eyes shut 

Blastin' off like a rocket from the ground up 

Heh, I used to catch a cab on the Monday

Now the taxi's sellin' lights on the runway, fly

Condo on the milky way

A house on the cloud and God's my landlord

And for my rent all I pay is my drive

Got that so If you need me you can find me in the alligator sky

Where was I when the rockets came to life

And carried you away into the alligator sky

Even though I'll never know what's up ahead

I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

Roller coaster through the atmosphere

I'm drowning in this starry serenade

Where ecstasy becomes cavalier

My imagination's taking me away

Reverie whispered in my ear

I'm scared to death that I'll never be afraid 

Roller coaster through the atmosphere 

My imagination's taking me away 

Uh, now I'mma dance like I never dance

Sing like I never sing, dream like I've never dreamed

Or try to, cause we've been lied to

That the sun is somethin' that we can't fly to

Well, I sit on my star and see street lights

Look up, ha, you'll miss me if you blink twice

Imagination is hot and if you got it you can meet me

When you see me in the alligator sky

Where was I when the rockets came to life

And carried you away into the alligator sky?

Even though I'll never know what's up ahead

I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

Where was I when the rockets came to life

And carried you away into the alligator sky?

Even though I'll never know what's up ahead

I'm never lettin' go, I'm never lettin' go

In the alligator sky

In the alligator sky

In the alligator sky

In the alligator sky

In the alligator sky

Black Eyed Peas - Just Can't Get Enough

Boy I think about it every night and day

I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love

I wouldn't wanna have it any other way

I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

Honey got a sexy all steamin

She givin my hotness a new meanin

Perfection mama you gleamin

Inception you got a brother dreamin dreamin

Damn baby I'm feignin

I'm trynna holler at you, I'm screamin

Let me love you down this evenin

Love you love you ya you know you are my demon

Girl we could form a team and

I could be the king you could be the queen and

My mind's dirty and it don't need cleanin

I love you long time so you know the meanin

Oh baby I can't come down so please come help me out

You got me feelin high and I can't step off the cloud

And I just can't get enough

Boy I think about it every night and day

I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love

I wouldn't wanna have it any other way

I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

I just can't get enough

Honey got me runnin like I'm flow joe

Signs her name on my heart with an X-O

Love's so sweet got me vexed oh

I wanna wish it right back like presto, yes

Meantime I wait for the next time

She come around 'fore I toast to the best time

We lol back and forth on the text line

She got me fishin for her love I confess I'm

Somethin bout her smile and that combo

Got me high and I ain't comin down yo

My heart's pumpin out louder than electro

She got me feelin like Mr. Roboto

Oh baby I can't come down so please come help me out

You got me feelin high and I can't step off the cloud

And I just can't get enough

Boy I think about it every night and day

I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love

I wouldn't wanna have it any other way

I'm addicted and I just can't get enough 

*This is mega switch up*

switch up

switch up

I just can't switch up 

Not sunk in your bed rock 

Caught up in your love shock 

Knocked out by your cold shot 

I'm stuck in your head li-

switch up 

Can't get out won't when

Makin me feign, give it to me

I want it all, know what I mean

Your love is a dose of ecstasy

switch up 

Addicted 

I can't get away from you

Afflicted

I need it

I'm missin

switch up

I want your lovin right next to me

And I can't erase ya out of my memory

I just can't switch up

End To The Lies

Hmm. So this is what I'm going to type last night. But because it's midnight already, so I decided to post it now.


So later around 1, I'm going to cindy's house to do the effing computer project. Like what you read in the previous post. Actually the topic is nice. The teacher asked us to make a school blog or class blog is also okay. But those person will turn it into hell for me. You know what is annoying part? Here it is. There is 7 people in the group. But most of the people in this group are eheemm NERD. Yea! N-E-R-D. I'm not saying that I'm picky in this friendship thingy or I just wanna be friends with the popular students. But okay, in fact I join this effing group just simply because I'm afraid that there's no the others groups who wants me in their group. So yea I decided to join that group.


Then I realized that I have taken the wrong decision because even when we were discussing about the thing we're gonna do, they were like what-the-hell-are-you-talking-about . Then I was like okay-never-mind-it's-up-to-you . I have known that would happen. But it's just too late to get out of that effing group soo.. *bigsigh*


Another reason why I don't like that group is that when they told me that we shall gather at Cindy's house on Sunday, then I thought what if I ask Jessie to join us? It will be more fun. Jessie is not in that effing group though. So I talked to them. I texted them saying if I may ask Jessie to join us there. I thought they would agree. Then I realized again, they were that selfish brainless nerds who don't want to share anything to others. Okay, maybe in some cases, they lent me their homework - err because I'm too lazy to do it? NO! Because I can't do it. So they said if Jessie is coming with us, I should still concentrate on the project. No playing. No joking around. No acting like a fool. Then again I felt like a thrown-shit. They - always - make me feel low. Feel stupid. They always think that I'm the one who should do what they tell me to do. Well, let me tell you, I'm not a doll or your maid or your secretary or whatsoever that you need to order so you don't need to tell me what I should do or which is right or which is wrong because that is my option. It's up to me. Not up to you. It's the risk that is should take. Even if it makes me disappointing or sad or happy or whatsoever. Just so you know, I am sick and tired of all of you. You always say "alvina you are so stupid" "what? Alvina don't know what this is" "see alvina is blablablabla". I really am tired. Have you ever thought of my feelings? Others feelings? NO! You only think about your own feeling, your own thing, your own risk. That's what I call as SELFISH BRAINLESS NERD!


I am tired. When will these all stuffs go away? Today, is the last day of studying for all of the 9th grader students. Most of them cried a lot today, based from what I heard. I am now wondering what will happen when we graduate from junior high school which is next year. Will we cry? Will we remember each other although we are not in the same class anymore? Will we be okay? Will we ... There's more than a lot to say. I guess I won't remember anything from this junior high school moment. Well, wait! I got something. 4 words : SHIT! There is no such things like togetherness in that class. And frankly speaking, I hate that class more than I hate anything in my life. I know that maybe we can still change through the time, but I'm not sure about that. Why am I not sure about that? First of all, hatred are creeping in that class. People that are used to be best friends, now sit at a different side of the class. Second, the boys are just too disgusting. I mean it. They talked shit and other disgusting thing. -.- Third, the people there are separated into groups. And they only mingle with their own groups. Fourth, back to the first, second and third statement.  See? That 3 reason is enough for me to hate that class.


Anyway, this was typed yesterday using my blackberry. Seriously, it is quicker to type using blackberry than using laptop. :p

Note that!

Gotta take a shower then have my late breakfast.
And I'm off to the effing project!


With a totally annoyed feelings,
A~

You The Shit

Hello. Miss me? Okay. I'm back. It's just I am too lazy to post anything because my dad is setting up something here in this laptop. So it was kind of messy. The program is still messy. So, how you guys been doing? It's weekend anyway. I'm going to Cindy's house to do the effing project with the effing people.

The random stuff is the stuff that I remember tehe most. 

-Russel (UP) 

Gonna type more as soon as possible.
xx,
A~

Going Crazy

Before I sleep, I'm gonna post these notes. ;)

Points on how to improve your life:

Personality:
1. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
3. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
4. Don't take yourself so seriously, no one else does.
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
6. Dream more while you are awake.
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have what you need.
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons your learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more.
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community :
15. Call your family often.
16. Each day, give something good to others.
17. Forgive everyone for everything.
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
19. Try to make at least 3 people smile each day.
20. What other people think of you is none of your business.
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.


By: Randy Pausch

Moon And The Sky

Tons of things to do. A bit worry. Hmm..

This is Wilbert. I was like omgomgomg when I saw this picture yesterday. HAHA

Anyway, planning to clear up my life. I want to make it more.. You know, I want a free life. I don't want a stuck-with-routine life. I mean who wants to. But it's just can't. My life is stuck in this boring routine. This boring school with these lame friends and seriously annoying teacher.

The only thing that I want now is studying overseas. Maybe Singapore or Malaysia or Australia or America or wherever. But there is always a but. My mom won't let me study overseas at this kind of age. Yes, I'm still thirteen. Maybe I'll study overseas at 19? Or 20? Fine. I'll wait.

Well, I am in a terrible condition now. Runny nose. Spinning head. Alarming cough.

So, good night.

xoxo,

A~

Break The Dish

Hundreds of spoons, thousands of plates, millions of weariness. I am now officially a maid in my own house. Great. Let's see how long I 'work' there.

By the way, we got a school project to make a school blog using the Dreamweaver program. And I'm on photo duty. I took my class pictures and my classmates' pictures. I found some on facebook. Looking at these picture are funny. :p Especially the first and the second. :p

Totally a fact!

I'm freezing right now. Gotta sleep.

xx,

A~

Change The Way You ACT

Just got home from corpus and I found something really disgusting. I am .. Just read this post!


Call me jealous or wahtsoever but yes, you are disgusting and stupid and I HATE YOU! Don't ask me who this people is because I'm not gonna tell you. You are erghhh.. You are nasty. I regret everything, everything I have ever said about you. Because you are the contrary of everything I've ever thought of. I'll never talk to you again. NEVER. Note that! I know this is a public blog but yes this is MY blog so it's my right to type anything here. Like what? Like these words: "FUCK YOU!"


Okay, stop complaining. It's just disgusting. Real problem, because I hate everything about disgusting! So, I got a test today. Let's hope for good. By the way, my housekeeper has returned to her village so I should do some household chores. I should wash the dish, clean my own bedroom and my parent's too. And maybe I also do the laundry. Perfect! Okay, I am being too exaggerate. I am not doing the laundry. My mom does it. :p

Oh yess.. I missed my one hundredth post. :x


It's 11 a.m. now. I gotta clean this fucking damn bedroom.
Bye!
xx,
A~

Butterflies

Hello loveliess..

Sunday today, I baked cupcakes with Cindy just now. Umm.. Actually we are not successful. :p The cupcakes was not cooked enough. So it's kinda mushy which is ewwww.. HAHA. Cindy CAN'T bake well, I guess. :p

Yesterday ummm I watched The Vampire Diaries. Again. Because it is really really awesome. I don't mind to watched it from the start again. Hahaa.. I went to Pizza Hut by the way. It's been so long since the last time I went there. So, I ate a lot. Lasagna, Fettuccine, Pizza, Cream Soup or whatsoever the name is. :9

Anyway, I don't think Rebecca Black is bad. I like the Friday Friday song. :D

Well, gotta sleep.
Bye peeps.
xx,
A~

Don't Turn out The Lights

Hey hey..

Thank's God it's Friday.. :D But there is something about umm jerks and bitches that I might post tomorrow. They pissed me off. Like seriously? They are talking about me while I don't even know them? Fuck yeah!

Good night.
xx,
alvinaa

The World I Knew

Hey hey hellooo..

Hmm.. I am deaf and mute today. Let's just get it straight. I hate today. Everybody is just like shit! Not a good time to talk. Just some tumblr's picture and I'm off. By the way, I love UP! I know right, it's so cool.

 

 

 

Have  a good night fellowss.

xx,

A~

Hush Hush

Afternoon guyss..

Just go online for a while. And I found these funny videos. Check this out:

Hilariouss... Hahahahahah..

Till tonight then, I guess. :)
Lunch is waiting.
xx,
A~

99 Tears

Heyy.. Actually, today has been tough. But someone told me to type whatever I want, whatever I think, whatever I feel in this blog then forget about it. So here we go:

I'm not really in the mood nowadays. Because of what? Yes, school stuff. School stuff as in the people in my class aka fake friends and the teachers - just some most of them. I just dislike it. It's not like I don't like being in school - Okay, admit it. I don't like it there because no one cares about me. It's just they are reallyy.. I don't know what to say. Am I being picky or are they being annoying? That's what I've been thinking the whole day. And the people are not exactly like what you saw them for the first time. Yes, the first time I saw them, they were really sweet. And NOW WHAT? THEY ACT LIKE SHIT. Seriously, if you guys don't like me, just say it. I don't fuckin care about it. And don't you worry because I don't even like that class. I really wish I could move. Anywhere but here. I am so tired of all this damn people. Can you please think about others? Have you ever thought about others feeling? I guess not even once. Damn you!

And to be honest, I hate that class. You wanna know why I hate that damn class so much? Well, let me tell you. They act like shit. They don't care about each other. They hate me. They arghhhh.. Everything is bad. Now you know. I know they are my classmates, but can I still survive in that fucking shit class while everybody acts like shit? I don't think so.

Hmm.. That's all. Now I'm gonna forget about these, unless I want it to be stuck in my head for the whole day.

You know what? I have watched my Vampire Diaries and it is super duper awesome man!! You should watch it. Like seriously. Ian Somerhalder rocks it!!

Gotta sleep now.

Bye.

xx,

A~