So, do you have a good weekend? So sorry for not posting yesterday. Don't mind okay? Why do you mind by the way? Hahahha.. So why I don't post anything last night? Let me tell you. My dad has been using this laptop to download something very unimportant. It's like sort of undersea's life. Gahh.. He is really interested in those things. :x
So, Saturday. It is bad. I did online from 11 in the afternoon till 9 at night. I know right, it is lame. Hahah. Well, I don't know why but I suddenly cried in the middle of the night. Kind of crazy maybe? I don't know and I don't care.
Well, Sunday, I went out to Sun with Jess and Dika. Not so nice because I was like freaking out. You know whattt? There is something wrong with my blackberry. Fyi, my mom just bought it for me for not even two weeks. Bzz. I guess I'll just need to throw that out to the river. I did buy some stuff yesterday. And oh yeaah, we bought something for Stella because today is her birthday. So, happy birthday Stella. : >
Well, I gotta go to school. So, see you guys later.
xoxo,
alvinaaL
I'm looking at the future I see it in your face I don't know where you came from, you came from But girl, you can tell me on your way
I ain't no Casanova And I'm not spitting you no game Your heart's been broken over and over But I'll make you trust in love again
You know way too many of these same old guys They tell way too many of these same old lies Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me I will make you believe Believe
I used to be so lonely Felt like a man up on the moon The stars were my directions, directions Leading me straight here to you
You know way too many of these same old guys They tell way too many of these same old lies Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me I will make you believe Believe
I'm gonna make believe I'm gonna make believe Believe
I'm gonna make believe I'm gonna make believe
Hello heart, let me in All your cracks, I'm gonna mend Hello heart, let me in I'm gonna make you try again
You know way too many of these same old guys They tell way too many of these same old lies Girl, I ain't just anybody, put your faith in me I will make you believe
Believe I'm gonna make believe I'm gonna make believe Believe
I am so so tired today. Everybody really seems like urgggghhh.. The only thing in my mind is why they should move upstairs.. I officially hate everybody who is in the futsal team now. Bzzz. They are so damn disgusting. Why don't you enjoy your whole life without breaking your leg? -__- I HATE 8-3!
So, I found out that I got two mistakes in my economy tests. Gahh.. I actually can get one hundred in that subject also. But, you know, I always make stupid mistakes. Like in everything. Fiuhh.. So annoying.
Okay, my mom is grumbling back there so good night. I'll see you guys soon then. Maybe tomorrow? Who knows? :)
I know it's been a long time.
Wish you luck for tomorrow's test. And I love you. :)
I had a terrible weekend! Beside the fact that tomorrow I'm having my biology exams, there are still so many bitches that hate me. I don't know why they hate me but one thing for sure, I don't think that I had ever done something wrong to them. I don't even know them. I've never talked to them. But they were like "oh yea you are so disgusting". MY MIDDLE FINGER FOR YOU!
Okay, so last Thursday, P asked A about something disgusting. He asked if I - yea, me. They were talking about ME - was kinda flirty. Then A said yes. Then she also asked N, T, S and N the same question. And they all said YESS! But then P, who is kind enough to defend me from those people, said that I am not flirty. Then they were like fighting or quarreling, I don't know. I knew all of these from N. So, I am not really sure whether it's true or not. But I got their point. They hate me! Fine, whatever, like I care.
I even ignore everybody, except Cindy, bacause of these things. It's just they are so annoying. They tweeted something that made me freakin out. Oh please. Who they think they are. They are just a bunch of bitches who like to talk about others! Next time you wanna talk about me, you should watch your mouth! Moron and bitches!
Oh yes, go buy 5 mirror for each of you. Because I think maybe you need a larger mirror to see who is the OH-SO-GOOD-LOOKING girl!
You said that he is clever but has no brain. What about you huh? You are a moron, a bitches and even the most brainless and heartless girl in the world! And stop bullshitting.
You said that you hate me and I mustn't blame you. Why can't I blame you? You are the one that hate me. Not I. I don't hate people. But sometimes people can be so brainless when they want to.
Fiuhh. DONE. I have to stop bullshitting also becauseee I haven't even touched my biology book.
Girlish [x] You love to shop. [ ] You wear eyeliner [x] You wear the color pink. [ ] You go to your mum to talk. [ ] You consider cheerleading a sport. [ ] You hate wearing the color black. [x] You like going to the mall. [ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures [ ] You like wearing jewelry. [x] You cried watching The Notebook. [ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. [x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies. [x] You don’t like the movie Star Wars [ ] You are/were in gymnastics [x] It takes you around one hour to shower, get dressed, and make-up [x] You smile a lot more than you should. [ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. [x] You care about what you look like. [x] You like wearing dresses when you can. [ ] You like wearing high heel shoes. [x] You used to play with dolls as little kid. [ ] You like putting make-up on others. [ ] You like being the star of everything. [x] Pink is one of your favorite colors.
• Appearance •
[x] I have many scars. [ ] I tan/ burn easily. [x] I wish my hair was a different colour. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour. [ ] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ ] I’ve had/have braces. [x] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. [ ] I have more than two piercings. [ ] I have / had piercings in places besides my ears.
• Embarrassment •
[x] I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. [x] Disney movies still make me cry. [x] I’ve snorted while laughing. [x] I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. [x] I’ve glued my hand to something. [ ] I’ve laughed ’til some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [ ] I’ve had my pants rip in public.
• Health •
[ ] I’ve gotten stitches. [ ] Broken a bone. [ ] I’ve had my tonsils removed. [ ] I’ve sat in a doctor’s office with a friend. [ ] I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. [ ] I’ve had serious surgery. [ ] I’ve had chicken pox.
• Experiences •
[x] I’ve gotten lost in my city. [ ] I’ve seen a shooting star. [ ] I’ve wished on a shooting star. [ ] I’ve seen a meteor shower. [x] I’ve gone out in public in my pyjamas. [x] I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [ ] I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] I’ve been to a casino. [ ] I’ve been skydiving. [ ] I’ve gone skinny-dipping. [ ] I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [ ] I’ve crashed a car. [ ] I’ve been skiing. [ ] I’ve been in a musical. [ ] I’ve caught a snowflake or snow on my tongue. [ ] I’ve seen the Northern Lights. [x] I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. [x] I’ve played a prank on someone. [x] I’ve ridden in a taxi. [ ] I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [x] I’ve eaten Sushi. [ ] I’ve been snowboarding.
• Relationships •
[x] I’m single. [ ] I’m in a relationship. [ ] I’m engaged. [ ] I’m married. [x] I miss someone right now. [ ] I’ve gotten divorced. [ ] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. [x] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
• Honesty / Crime •
[x] I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t. [x] I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. [ ] I’ve snuck out. [x] I’ve lied to my parents about where I am. [x] I’ve cheated while playing a game. [ ] I’ve ran a red light. [ ] I’ve witnessed a crime. [ ] I’ve been in a fist fight. [ ] I’ve been arrested.
• Materialism •
[ ] I own over 5 rap CD’s. [ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime / manga. [ ] I own designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [ ] I own something from Pac Sun. [ ] I collected comic books. [ ] I own something from The Gap. [ ] I own something I got on E-Bay. [ ] I own something from Abercrombie
• Random •
[x] I understand facebook. [ ] I can sing well [ ] Stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [ ] I open up to others easily [ ] I watch the news. [ ] I don’t kill bugs [x] I sing in the shower. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [ ] I am a sports fanatic. [ ] I twirl my hair. [x] I care about grammar. [ ] I have “?”’s in my screen name. [ ] I love spam. [ ] I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day. [x] I bake well. [x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red, blue, black, purple, or orange. [ ] I would wear pyjamas to school. [ ] I like Martha Stewart. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun. [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes [ ] I eat fast food weekly. [x] I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. [x] I can’t sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I am really ticklish. [x] I like white chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I’m good at remembering faces. [ ] I’m good at remembering names. [x] I’m good at remembering dates. [x] honestly have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [x] All my answers were totally honest
Guess what?? My mother seriously bought me a Blackberry. So no more Ipod. But it's okay. It's worth it.
Well, I went to Cindy's house to bake brownies yesterday after school. :9 Delicious. We plan to make it again next Wednesday. Yep, after all the tests are over.
Well, I got 100 in Mandarin. It's a piece of cake. Easy. :D
So, about the Blackberry, it's cool. Thanks to my Mom! <3
I hate it! The teacher. I guess every teacher is actually annoying, especially the old ones. Gahh.. I would have died just now if I stayed longer there. Yep. Mandarin tuition. I, actually, finished all of the questions only in 30 minutes. Then I gave it to her. But she was like: "I'll check yours the last". So, I guess you've known what happened next. I waited there for an hour. I sat down like a moron. Then I thought I had better help Brian because he can't do it, than sit down like a moron. Well, he is funny. I've never talked to him though. I had so much fun. It's worth it. Because if I don't do anything, I would be mossy. Seriously! :/
Oh yes. Mandarin is so much easier than English. I got 3 mistakes. Or maybe more. I don't know. But I love both English and Mandarin. They are much better than Biology or Economics or Bahasa Indonesia. Bahasa Indonesia is too twisted, trust me! I am so much better in foreign languages. I have learned English and Mandarin since I was a kid. I have Mandarin and English tuition until now. But I've never, in my entire life, learned Bahasa Indonesia specifically. You know, like if you're from China, you won't need a Mandarin tuition because it's just the language that you speak everyday with everybody. Right?? :)
Hmm.. Enough for now. Gotta take my bath.
Bye peeps.
Maybe I'll post again tonight. Because I love blogging very much. :D :D
Ps. Blackberry changes to jreng jreng 1 Samsung touch screen phone plus 1 Ipod!! Yippiee.. :D :D
I am seriously not safe today. I got kinda 5 or 6 mistakes in the f-ing math tests. -.- I don't know why the teacher likes to make those easy materials becomes twisted-silly questions. So annoying. Now you know why teachers are hated in schools.
Well, I have English test tomorrow but guess what, I haven't even touched the books. Hahahah. As usual. Vivi is used to saying this to me: "You are so lazy. But why you can get the eight rank?" Then I said: "Maybe you should ask others. Don't ask me because I obviously don't know the answers. Hehehe" Seriously, I still don't know what have happened to me, but they are all like always teasing me. They often say this if I can't do something: "You can't do this??!!! You got to be kidding me! It is impossible you can't do that!" And as for the test, Ansari, who sits in front of me in the exam room, said: "You said you can't do it. But you got the eight rank." WTF is that? -.-
Well, I, still, am envying Taylor Swift. One statement from me to MY-Adam:
Dear Adam, please don't be in love with Taylor Swift. ♥ Be in love with me! LOL :D :D :D
I’ll be the first to admit I’m a rather shy boy and since music is the most eloquent form of communication I can muster, I decided to record something for you — as sort of a “reply” to the breathtaking song on your current record. This is what I wanted so badly to tell you in person but could never quite put into words:
Everything about you is beautiful. You’re an immensely charming girl with a wonderful heart and more grace and elegance than I know how to describe. You are a true princess from a dreamy fairy tale; a modern Cinderella. I’m terribly sorry it’s taken me such a long time to reply but I figured Valentine’s Day was the perfect time to write this note to you and simply say… I was enchanted to meet you too.
Love,
Adam
Helloooo..
I've seriously fallen for Adam Young. Although he is not dashing, but he is so so so charming. So romantic. Argghh.. So back to the topic. This time's Valentine's Day is kinda lame because of the stupid tests. But this Adam guy have made it become very cool. His song for Taylor is so - I can't describe it but I like the song very much, as much as I like the original one. Once again, HE IS SO CHARMING. IF every guy in this world is as charming as Adam, ahhh this world will be the best planet to live in. Hahaha.. To dear Adam Young, please visit Indonesia. Hahahha.. Okay, I am crazy. But seriously, he is so charming. I am thinking if I am Taylor Swift. HIHIHI.. Taylor, please don't take Adam away. :D :D
Kiss me quick, but make it last So I can see how badly this will hurt me When you say goodbye
Keep it sweet, keep it slow Let the future pass, and don't let go But tonight I could fall too soon Into this beautiful moonlight
But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
See this heart won't settle down Like a child running scared from a clown I'm terrified of what you do My stomach screams just when I look at you
Run far away so I can breathe Even though you're far from suffocating me I can't set my hopes too high
Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
So now you see why I'm scared I can't open up my heart without a care But here I go, it's what I feel And for the first time in my life I know it's for real
But you're so hypnotizing You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep And I can see this unraveling Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love, please don't break me I'm giving up so just catch me
How are you guys doing? Me? Don't ask me. I'm dead. Arghh.. I've been doing my project lately because tomorrow will be the last day to collect the damn project. -.- I am so so so tired. I've been doing it since Wednesday and I finished it just now. I can do it in two days? I don't believe it. Hahah.. I cheated Cindy's though. :p I know right, so lazy. :|
So, our monthly tests will be held this Monday, on 14th February, which means ON VALENTINE'S DAY. Nothing is special on that day because I am all alone. :p But it is my foster brother's birthday. Therefore, there is something I should do. ;)
Today's mom's birthday according to the Lunar calendar. So mom invited some of her friends to my house and cooked some delicious meals. :9 Happy birthday Mom! (:
Okay, back to school problem, I haven't done my project yet. Actually I am um copy cating Cindy's project HAHA. I know it's lame. :p But I seriously can'tdo it. So I'm gonna be dead! Arghh..
Today is Monday, which means today is the last day of the holiday. Ahh. Kind of relieved that school starts tomorrow but - my old habit - I am now so not in the mood of school because lack of sleep. I slept at one last night. So so so sleepy. What was I doing? Right, I am cleaning my nails. I tried the nail polish yesterday and it turned out REALLY REALLY BAD. So I went downstairs to take my mom's nail polish remover but then I saw the clock, it's already midnight. So I opened my the door slowly, checked the drawer, searched and kept searching then I realized something. MY MOM HAD THROWN THE NAIL POLISH REMOVER OUT LAST YEAR. CRAP!
Okay. So I was like "I'm gonna be dead tomorrow. My nails will look like argghhhh" I don't know what to do. So I tried to wash it with water and soap, then used the stone - I don't know what stone is that - to scratch my stupid nail. I walked to mom's room again then took mom's lightening toner - don't ask me why I took that. I was panic - and poured it to the cotton and wiped my poor nail. It was better. Hohhh. Finally. So that's why I went to sleep at one. Then just now, after I got home from Corpus, I found out the nail polish remover is at the drawer. WHAT A CRAP!
Well, I'll post more tonight. Not sure though. Because tomorrow is school day and I need to do my project about that shit HTML.
Went to Sun just now. Lunched at Dome and bought a nail polish and new bangle, which is exactly the same with the one that I bought before CNY. Hahah. I know, I'm a big spender. Always spend my money on useless things. Heheh.. And oh yeaa I took so many pictures using photo booth. (:
I got many red pockets yesterday. Kind of 30 something or more. I haven't checked though. I am saving for a Blackberry in case my mother do not want to buy it for me. x_x
I went to aunt's house just now for lunch. Yummy fish ball soup. :9 Heheheh.. :D I know, I am so greedy. You know, last night I ate like really many umm cookies. Not cookies. It's something like CNY's cookies that every family serves to their guests. So I ate at every house I visited. Heheh.. Then in the morning, I had no voice at all. Great right? HAHAH I have my voice already right now.
Btw, I cut my bangs at Johnny Andrean at Tuesday. Really expensive. I cut my bangs ONLY and it costs 20 rupiah. Gahhh.. I'd rather buy one more novel than cut my bangs. --
So, tonight's plan:
Go to my mom's aunt's - a.k.a. my kimpo - house and have sang wo with the whole family. There will be so many people. I hate being in crowds actually. But never mind, I can get alone in her big house. There is a park over there.;)
I am going to Gram's house soon. I'll meet my aunt and uncle and nephew and niece and everybody.. But today I feel miserable. Arggh.. Why? Because of my damn shit dress. It's too loose. So I wear another one. --
So, I'll update more tonight, I guess. Not sure. Heheheh
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm And I'm a house of cards You're the kind of reckless That should send me runnin' But I kinda know that I won't get far
And you stood there in front of me Just close enough to touch Close enough to hope you couldn't see What I was thinking of
Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down Give me something that will haunt me when you're not around Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
My mind forgets to remind me You're a bad idea You touch me once and it's really something
You find I'm even better than you imagined that would be I'm on my guard for the rest of the world But with you I know it's no good And I could wait patiently but I really wish you would
Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down Give me something that will haunt me when you're not around Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild Just keep on keeping your eyes on me
It's just wrong enough to make it feel right
Lead me up the staircase Won't you whisper soft and slow
I'm captivated by you, baby, like a firework show
Drop everything now
Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain
Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
Get me with those green eyes, baby, as the lights go down Give me something that'll haunt me when you're not around Cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
