200th

Hi deadblog.

This blog is .. very dead. Hmm. How have you guys been doing? Me? Hmm. Half great, half sick.

Anyway, having a terrible stomach cramp right now. Don't know why I decide to post either. My head is like exploding. My whole body is aching. My legs are numb. Hot and cold. Feeling like fainting in another minute.

It's been a week. *sigh* 

See lah this Arvin -.-

I've always felt insecure, about my look, my life, my attitude, everything. That feeling when you see a pretty girl and how you wish you look like that. That feeling when you look at your report and feel like your hard work is useless. That feeling when you look at the person who has everything you want. That feeling when you look at someone and realize how kind they are to you although you've been awful to them. It used to be worse. I still feel that feeling, insecure and jealous of what others have. But now I realize that it's no use to be jealous of others. You have what you need, you just aren't aware of it.

Hmm. Enough bubbling. 

I'm glad to know that I'll always have somebody to take care of me. :)

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault.

xx

ps. it's the two hundredth post! :p 

:)

Happy triple eleven .... Well, today treats me well. :)

taken from tumblr

and happy birthday Faus. :)

A lot to think about,

xx

Blame It On Me

Helllooo!!!

I think I owe this blog tons of stories. HEHEHEH! Blame the lame internet connection. And also the lame me because I'm really really lazy to post anything.

Hmmm. Let's see. I've downloaded Justin Bieber's album. Hehehehehe. Just like everybody, I really can't wait for December. December has always been good to me. *winkwink*

Okay, remember I told you about the Halloween party, the one my classmates arranged? Okay, so I finally came there, with Andrew and Stanley. Omg I'm so bored there. The party was great. But I just felt um left out? Yep, something like that. So I just stood there and chitchatted with the two of them. Super lame. And I skipped my dinner that night. But had my super late supper (supper is supposed to be late, right? :p) at Cindy's house. I slept at her house after the party. Had a heart-to-heart talk with her (if you're reading this, you know what I mean. :p).

Thirty-first of October, hmmm Tifany's birthday. Third of November, met Miss Valent!! I miss her so much. Forced her to come to Corpus on Thursday. Kekekekke *evillaugh* Fourth of November, went to Cindy's Chinese birthday celebration. I'll post the photo (there's only one) tomorrow or whenever I have time lah. :p

Excuse my fugly face. :p

Okay, goodnight!
xx

Hopeless

We found love in the hopeless place. I guess it's true.

Happy halloween, although it's tomorrow. :p
xx.

You can kill me now.

Hammer Heart

It'll be November soon. Time flies so fast. *sigh*

The picture above was taken after I went home from a wedding. It's like a month ago or something, I don't even remember. Goshhh, this year is a mess.

Anywayyyyy, guess what, I'm going to the Halloween party this Saturday. I was reluctant at first, because Cindy said that she wasn't coming and Jessie said she was too lazy to go there. But it's not until yesterday, when Andrew said he was going and he kindly asked me to go so that he won't be alone there, so I thought it would be a good idea to go with him and Stanley. To sum it all, Jessie finally agrees to ask her mom if she might go. Let's hope her mom lets her, or Ill end up with Andrew and Stanley. :p

ps. Runny nose. Pathetic. :x

xx,
vina.

We Found Love

"You almost feel ashamed that someone could that be that important, that without them you feel like nothing."

"When it’s over and it’s gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so that you could have the good."

This whole week has been so tiring, hasn't it? My exams' results are gonna be so terrible. Besides, I need more sleep. My eyes are like panda's eyes now.

xx,
bye.

Under The Mistletoe

It's just me or he looks errrr so errr not attractive? *peacepeace*