Hopes And Dreams

Hello..

Hm.. I guess just a short post. What I'm thinking right now. I have just read some blogs. They are talking about being grateful. Wondering if I can be grateful. Seriously, I don't have anything to be grateful now. Okay, I'm being too lame. Maybe there are a lot of people who cares about me, who loves me for who I am. But then again I guess there are a lot more who hates me for everything I have done. Even my friends at school. Okay, they are not my friends. :/

But I think maybe I can try to be grateful. Hm.. It's actually a different cases for me. They can be grateful because they have everything. You can be grateful. That's it. But still you always envy others who seems to have everything. Everything you don't have. That makes me really pathetic. :\

Gotta have my dinner now.
Come back later.
Promise. :D
xoxo,
alvinaa

Young, Wild And Free

Hey ho..

I am seriously gloomy today. For the whole day I was like really not in mood. I just realized one thing: I HATE MONDAY! Ergh..

School was still good. I don't have monthly tests anymore because the school won't have time for them. They are focusing on the 9 grader National tests. But we will have tons of things to study for the semester tests. Hmm. Lame. :/

I am thinking of moving to the other classes. I always feel like I am left out in that damn shitty class. Seriously. That class is really ... I don't know. I feel like nobody cares. They come to school just for, you know, popularity or whatsoever. They don't have these solidaity thingy. I just wish I have a better class. But this is my fate. Maybe God has plans something for me. Hm..

I gotta do my art's homework now.

Ciao..

xoxo,

alvinaa

I'm Into You

Hm.. Hi..

I went to Ondo with Cindy's family and Jescelyn's mom to eat something like roasted pig or whatever it is. Then we continued to Sun. I spent much. Hm.. I bought some gifts for Adika because this Saturday is her birthday. I also bought the same necklace and bracelet with Cindy. :D

I don't know why but I feel a little gloomy today. I can't smile. I can't laugh like I always do. I have no idea of what had happened to me. Maybe because of today's Monday? I happened to love Monday. But today I feel the other way of it.

Yes, I went to Corpus just now. I read about that Christopher Reeve. I wonder if he is Liam's father. No, of course not. Just a silly thought. I miss Wayne and Liam by the way. Hm.. Let's see if he activate his facebook account again.

Hm.. Gotta go now. Bye :)
xx,
alvinaa

Invading My Mind

Random thing about me.

I am ugly. I am fat.

I have troubles with my eyes.

I have a big nose. I have a big mouth.

I get so many pimples. My hair branches off.

I have so many scars. I bite my fingers.

Everybody hates me. I don't like socializing.

I can't draw. I can't sew.

I am stupid. I can't memorize well.

I have one super duper great bestie. <3
I am sensitive. I don't like being hated.
I don't hate others. I love no one.
I have two sisters. They are twin.
I love my mom and my dad.
I like to eat. Ice cream and chocolates.
I love milk. Especially chocolate. Or plain is also okay.
I love baking something with Cindy. I love the togetherness.
I like doing homework with my table mate. She always helps me.
I hate it when I'm with somebody but that somebody ignores me.
I don't like silence. But sometimes I need it.
I don't know what I'm going to be.
I don't think about my future now.
I am still a kid. I am not mature.
I can give you great suggestion. But I'm a duck to my own problems.
There's so many fake friends at school. I dislike them.
I envy others beauty. I want to be anybody but me.
I am a big spender. I always buy everything I want.
I have facebook, twitter, formspring, blogger, plurk, flickr and tumblr.
I wash my hair everyday. I want a long wavy curly hair.
I want to study overseas with Cindy.
My parents hardly understand me.
I just want to enjoy my school. But nobody seems to understand that.
 My dad smokes. I hate smoking people.
I love Spongebob. I don't know why.
I like to watch movies. I love to read novels.
I like romantic comedy genres. I dislike action genres.
I like music. But I can hardly sing. My sound is weird.
I think Taylor Swift, Justin Bieber, Demi Lovato and Katy Perry are great.
I have so many novels. I hate lending them to my friends.
I want a super duper big closet complete with dresses, tops, trousers, shorts, shoes and accessories.
Life is tough.
Hmm.

xoxo,

alvinaa

Sure Thing

Hello peeps!

School starts tomorrow. Won't be free as much as before because I am having my daily tests. x_x Oh yess. I watched My Sister's Keeper just now. It is really cool. Cameron Diaz is great. I cried for several times. I am so sensitive. Haha.

Hey by the way, give me some questions at HERE. Thanks :D

Happy White Day everyone. <3
xoxo,
alvinaa

p.s. Thank's for the chocolate by the way. ;)

On The Floor

Hey guyssssss... It's been so long since the last time I really posted something here. So how are you guys doing? Great? Don't ask about me. I am surely not in a good mood. As always. So, I guess I'm gonna post a lot this time.


Okay, so actually I am having  my holiday right now due to the national tests for the 8 grader. One week. Teheheheh.. But time flows so fast. My holiday has almost ended. Ahh. And I have to deal with my daily tests again. Oh yea, my monthly tests score. It is so bad. Here is the score:

Mathematics         79,1
Physics                 91,67
Bahasa Indonesia  100
English                  92,5
Mandarin              100
Economy               97,5
Biology                  90
 

In normal condition, it is not bad. But I guess this time's tests are kind of easy (for the others. It is difficult for me) and it seems that everybody gets a satisfying score but me. Arghh.. I am so stupid. x_x

About my holiday, there's not much to tell. I don't go anywhere except tuition. It's lame. Really lame. But I did go to the beach last Saturday. With Wennesa and her family. Not nice. I hate the beach there. So dirty. And there is so many mosquitoes. Ohgod. I will never go to the beach again. 

Well, actually there is a problem. Maybe I'll post it tonight. Still don't know.

 

This baby is cute, don't you think? ;) 

 

Well, till the next post. Hehehe..
xx,
alvinaa 

Bring It

Hello peepss!!

I miss blogger so much. Bzzz. Goddamit! I can't post more tonight. My dad is going to download that file thingy. I hate that! -__-

Have a good night everyone :)

xx,
alvinaa