Exhausted

Next week is the friggin test already. The good thing is that after the long week, we'll have so much free time left to the national exam. National Exam is not that difficult, no doubt. What I'm afraid of is the school's test. With a total of 41 books to learn. Awesome. I know.


Anyway, I'm on my project of folding stuff like crane or love or whatever. No, I'm not gonna fold a thousand of cranes, I just like folding. It's like a stress relief. I have already folded half box of my hexagonal box that Dad made for me. I filled it with various size of cranes and also loves. I'm thinking of mixing it with stars.

Btw, I think someone stalks my blog.
xx

Leave Me At London

Heeeeyyaaa!

Finished my exams yesterday and directly went home to sleep after spending time at school till 12 with Jessie and Andrew, as always.

Btw, see this:

hehehehhehe

Guess what! I know you can't guess. My UAS test in 12 days. <3 Nah, surprised much? Sure you do.

bought hehehehehehehehehehe 

I've been lusting for flag tees for a while now. I've got two so far.

Hello Patrick!

And I don't know why everybody is using the keep-calm pictures.

I know right. There are moreeeeeee in my folders. Just you wait. lol

Need to finish whatever thing needs to be finished.

xx

Owl

I'm currently on phase 7! Or maybe still 6.

See my new babies. I bought it separately and I've just realized that they're kind of the same.

I'm gonna eat your brain.

This is just too awesome. But kinda regret buying this cause this one below is also so wholesome. 

Happy weekend!

Hi. If you don't feel like reading, just skip the post. I'm on my talkative mood.

Okay, let's just not talk about how mad I was this evening. I will not mention names here, you know, just in case they open this blog. K, so this morning, woke up at 5 to study but sadly, blackout, so I just continued sleeping till mom woke me up. Then go to school, have a little gathering before exams, my apology to Roy and Jessie for not being able to teach them. I promised them the previous day but due to the blackoutttt, and I haven't actually studied yet, so yea, sorrrryyyy :3

Eco was fine though I regret being so careless that I got one mistake. Damn it. I actually really had the chance to get 100. :( English is super not fine. Pretty difficult, I got 3 mistakes. So, I actually am not sad or what. Instead, I feel proud of myself coz I did it all by myself. No cheating, no asking others' answers. Yeayyy. Spend some time alone with him, that just feels good. Then I went home, being an unproductive blogger since I didn't know what to type. Went to corpus at 3.30. And there you go, the judgmental people these days.

I don't know what people talk about behind my back. But now and then, I understand, people in this world spread hatred, not love, even me. I hate this, I hate that, I hate her, I hate him. What I actually mean by hate is that if that person isn't nice to me, I'll consider I hate him/her. Simple. ;) I don't really hate people though. Just because I said that I hate him or her doesn't mean that I really do hate them. I like them but it's just I don't know them well enough to actually like them. Just like what James said, it sounds good. :P

As you know (or you might not know), I am now in a relationship w/ someone. He is the someone I've been with the past three months. I know, it's not a long time, we're still trying to figure things out. (: I have only actually known him for a few months and we got closer since the Halloween party. I am happy. Or at least I think I am. He made the past three months memorable. We actually planned to hide this from everybody. Well, now that everybody knows, they are happy for us. Or were happy for us. I don't understand what suddenly changes their mind. All I know is that they said it was too fast and stuff. You know what, I was so mad at first, but then, I remembered what Miss Errie told me when I told her about me being in a relationship. She said,"It's good. Yea, good. You should enjoy it.". And it's true. We're only young once. It doesn't matter. You'll laugh at all of these when you're older, trust me. You will reminisce everything and smile so beautifully when you remember your high school, your teenage years.

I told Jessie about it and she said the same thing: If you're happy, so what? Don't care about what others are saying. :)

My point is that I will prove them wrong. :)

xx

Always

Lolita Abraham

Happy belated Valentine, again. :)

Everyday is valentine's day when I'm with you. Happy valentine's day, A! :)

Happy Birth-tine.

Hello lovelies. Happy Valentine's Day <3


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Hiya. Guess whattt? Math and Mandarin are super easyyyy yoooo! Got full score. Esehhh. B) 

Anyway, I know sometimes I'm so mean butttttt since today's Valentine's Day so yea cincai la I want to say happy birthday to my dearest Miss Palentina. ;;) It's been a year. <3 I miss her. She's so gonna buy me a box of macaron when she gets here. :p Happy birthday to Valent W. It's been a while since the last time I met her. Happy birthday to P. (:

All right, I'm gonna have my late lunch coz it's 3 pm already and I'm going to Corpus.

Kthxbye.

p.s. Just in case you wonder, I know you still read this now and then. 

Fourteenth

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA MY GOD I'M SO HAPPY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHYYYY.

 

1. My chem is not fucking ZERO anymore. Thanks to the biutipul ibu. ;;) I feel so bad for cursing her on the previous post. Ahahahhaa. She gave me a question and asked me to do it directly in front. Yuhuuu. Cannot name NO3 lol. It's Nitrat. But whatever. I got it right coz I asked Tif. Ayuuuhhhh Thanks to Tif <33
2. I finally can play Your Call by Secondhand Serenade with guitar properlyyy. Finalllyyyy. 
3. Jessie found a studio where we can practice. And also, we can rent the violin there too. Yipppiiiieee. Not doomed anymore. Finally get to practice properly.
4. Miss Valent is coming home reaaaaal fast. Next weeek! So exciteddd! Want to meet her so badddd. Plus her birthday's on 14. <33
5. Dad finally agreed to help me with the baskettt. And guess what, he has even finished it before even I got home from corpus. Dad is def the best. <33

Lolita Abraham

Have a good night peeps.

Kisskiss

Counting The Stars

I can't even believe I'm blogging right now.

Soo, exam's on next Monday. I haven't even prepared anything. My godddddddddd. Alsoo, need to finish my calendar-paper-in-wire handmade little tiny basket which is really frustrating. Imagine this, you cut your calendar to long pieces then you rolled them into super tiny things that look like medicine then you should put the small thingy to the wire then you bend it till it looks like this :

See that! That's only one part of the basket. There's still like 3 more parts and I haven't even finished the little rolled thingy. And the deadline is Friday, so I need to finish rolling the calendar thingy then asked dad to bend the wire thingy for me. Regret taking craft class. :(

Anyway, I'm so very desperate about my chem. I got zero. :( The teacher didn't let me have the remedial. Fck her.

I'm counting on you, so don't let me down.

I'm so sleepy. I can't even think anymore.

gnight loves.

Numb.

Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
- Yes.


Your relationship status?
- Not single.


Where did you meet your crush(es)?
- School?


Have you ever lost a close friend?
- Yes.


Do you smoke weed regularly?
- Never.


Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you the same person?
- No. Back then, I . . . wasn't like this.


Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
- Yes, obviously.


When was the last time you really laughed?
- I don't even remember.


Something is wrong. First girl you turn to?
- Normally, I'd go to Cindy. But now I think I need to fix myself.


First guy you’d turn to?
- For now, I think James. He's kind of wise, I think. But he's so annoying.


Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
- A lot. Because I'm not like they expected me to. I'm no angel. I can't do anything right.


Angry at anyone?
- More like disappointed, to myself.


When was the last time you cried really hard?
- I don't remember crying. Uh I think in one week time, I will.


Is there anyone you would do anything for?
- I think so. 


Who was the last person you talked to for more than 10 minutes on the phone?
- A. Last year. 


What is your favorite song?
- Right now: Ass Back Home - Gym Class Heroes Feat. Neon Hitch


Do you like Red Bull?
- No.


How many people can you tell just about everything to?
- Only one. 


Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
- Just twice, I think.


Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
- Yes.


Describe yourself in one word.
- Selfish. Mean. Dumb. Stupid.


Can you honestly say you’ve had a sleepover with the opposite gender?
- Never.


Do you rebound?
- No.


Ever cheated on someone?
- Never have never will.


What would you do if you found out the person you like was in a relationship?
- Dissapointed but then I would think I should move on.


Do you act differently around the person you like?
- Yes, sometimes.


Is it hard to make you laugh?
- No.


Who was the last person to make you mad?
- Myself.


Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms?
- Yes.


Would you like to put a night on repeat and live it forever?
- Yes.


Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
- Yes.


Is your best friend a slut?
- No -.-


Is hard drugs a turn off?
- Yes.


Are you happy with life right now?
- Not.


Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
- Never have and never will.


Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Yes.


Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- Yes.


Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in?
- Yes, myself.


Where is your best friend?
- Her home, sleeping like a pig. :p


Something you’re happy about?
- Nothin


How is your heart lately?
- Numb.

Soon

I think I need a break. From everything. From everybody, from myself. I think everything that has happened this year is just too awesome and I can't handle that stage of awesomeness so I destroy myself even much more. Why am I such a spoiled kid?

“Once there was an ugly barnacle. He was so ugly that everyone died. The end.”

Don't even ask me what I'm talking about. 

Everything just comes back in a flash and I think I'm going to break down.

This is very exhausting. I think I'm gonna die.