Feb 17, 2013

Beautiful Goodbye


I count the ways I let you down
All my fingers and toes but I'm running out
Clever words can't help me now
I grip you tight but you're slipping out


When did the rain become a storm?
When did the clouds begin to form?
Yeah we got knocked out of course by a natural force
And well, we'll be swimming when it's gone


And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, so in love that night
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry
Beautiful goodbye
It's dripping from your eyes
Your beautiful goodbye
It's dripping from your eyes

All the pain you try to hide
Shows through your mascara lines as they stream down from your eyes
And let them go, let them fly
Holding back won't turn back time
Believe me, I've tried

Your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
And I remember your eyes were so bright
When I first met you, how in love were we that night?
And now I'm kissing your tears goodnight
And I can't take it, you're even perfect when you cry
Beautiful goodbye
It's dripping from your eyes
Your beautiful goodbye
It's dripping from your eyes

This song is so beautiful.

Maybe, just maybe, I'm finally letting you go. And it won't be because I gave in to her, it'll be because I realize that all these dramas aren't worth it. Don't worry, I had a much better life before you happen. And I will too now, without you in it. So I'll kiss you goodbye and live my life as it is. 

Feb 3, 2013

December Leftover

New year's eve! 
 The birthday girl. On November. A surprise for her! Stole this from Janet's blog. :D



want :(



FAB-ruary

And just like that, it's February already.


I felt as if my life has no meaning anymore. And as if I just passed these days with no point. I don't know. Maybe it's all messing with my mind right now. I just missed how it was last year. Everything was so easy. I didn't have to deal with all these things. And morons. 










I'm so sick of being sick. I hope I can get better soon. Count down to cny?
xx