O-V-E-R

Yes, my national tests are O-V-E-R OVERRRR!



Um you know what, let's just skip to the part where I tell you that this is the most boringest holiday I've ever had even though it's only been like 48 hours. I mean, look at me, I wake up at 8 and then watch Bridesmaids and then have breakfast and then wait till 12 and take my bath and then play Secret Builder (uber cute) till 3, eat my super late lunch, online, dinner, watch TVD online, brush my teeth and sleep. For God's sake, what kind of people am I? Sir Andi's totally right when he said I'd miss school when it's holiday. He's damn right. Now, I feel like a dead person typing this with messy grammar. And you know what, it's not like I have friends to go out with and it's not like dad will be willingly take me here and there because he's like going out of town on May till I don't know when. The point is, duh, I hate living like this. I still have Juna and corpus and Mandarin and stuff, but you know, it's better if I do something useful, like if I have a part-time job or if I take classes like cooking class or sewing class or whatever.




I don't even know what I'm talking about.

Anyway, call me obsessed but I really love moustache.

Andd I actually curled my hair last Thursday. And it looks like shit. And it doesn't last that long sooo yea.

I know I look creepy.

I have so much shit in my head right now. It's just hard. So hard.

xx

I'll see you in a bit.

Mini

Can never get enough of these, can't I? Hey, maybe I should buy one and put it in my house.

They also give us a small, very small album to put the photos inside so that we could make it as keychain or something. And oh, you know what, our faces will automatically be brighter and also, they get rid of our pimples - I didn't realize it till Cindy told me.

The color is suckie. :(

Look at what I found!

Yes, I know I'm cute. ;;)

Anyway, national tests are next week. Wish me luck.

x

Weekend Thoughts

Ohmygod. I haven't been doing the challenges. Oh well. That can wait. 

That's are all random. I think I picked some from Lolita's blog and the others from google. Awesome picture is awesome. 

I'm tired.

xx

Before I Die?

I'm doing 15 and 16 today. Btw, I'm going to school in less than an hour to have a not-so-important-ninety-minutes-of-my-life spent by sitting down doing some kind of physics exercises. So I have to make this quick.



Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die


A lot. There are a lot. 

the list could go on and on and on. But since I'm in a hurry, the list stops here.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Guess who this lause is. HEHEHE.

Yep, you're right. He's Lause Juna. Not Juna the chef. But Juna the teacher. B)

He literally teaches me a lot of things. Wait, no, he doesn't teach teach. I learn from him. A lot of things. He inspires me. I'm not talking about math or physics or chem. But I'm talking about life thingy. I learn the things he doesn't even say. He taught me how to see things differently. I am sad coz next year he won't be teaching me anymore. I can still meet him and talk to him but it won't be the same. So, I'd like to thank him for all of the things he has taught us. :) 

I'm out.

xx

Survive

Parents, problems, friends, fakes, boys, love, crush, dating, responsibility, drama, heartache, failures, stress, happiness; it's life.


It's an effort to make me forget about everything for a while.

Well, let's get on with our picture list, shall we?

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Sometimes I hate myself.

Lol. I actually don't know what I hate so ...

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Sometimes I love myself.

lol no I love owls. <3

Day 13 - A picture of a memorable night

I met someone the day before this picture was taken. I never thought I could really meet him in person. But I did. And I didn't know that until a few days ago. How stupid!


29th Oct 2011. It was indeed a memorable night.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without


I know you guys are bored. Everyday her face, everyday her face, but how leh?

 What would I do without her? ;;)

And also this three siaopo-s. Look at their retarded face aiyuh so pretty. HAHAHA

Annoyed

Don't read this stuff, or you'll die of boredom.


UMMMM. Let me be blunt here.

First of all, you should know that I don't like to be owned. Means that, you, whoever you are, can not tell me what I should or not do. AND you also don't have the right to tell me not to do things you don't like, unless I asked your opinion. Like what people said, Sagittarius wants freedom. I cannot just let people tell me what I should or shouldn't do and let them blame everything on me. Can't you just let me do what I wanna do? I want to be free. I am a teenager. I want to explore the world outside the one I'm having right now. Can't I?

Okay. The next thing is that, look, I'm just trying to help my friends. So I am being very kind to everyone, is that wrong? So according to you, I am too kind helping those my so-called friends and I forgot about you? Ohmygod, come one, are you serious bro? I am trying to help. I literally do what I could do. I am really trying to help. I even help the ones I don't like, duh. Is that a sin, helping people? And even if that's a sin, I would still do it. Maybe it's in my blood, I'm a busybody. And maybe sometimes I'm nosy, always want to know others problems. But I care. I want to help them, if there's anything I could do to help, I would do it. And I admit that I am sometimes too sensitive, or maybe too not sensitive. I care about them, the people who's always been there for me when my bad and happy times. You know, I remember all the small details. All the small sweet things they said to me, I never forgot about it. All I ever want to do is to help them back.

All I was saying is that you cannot tell me who I can help or who I cannot help. I am annoyed, end of story.



Okay, I know that doesn't make any sense.

I felt like I've been used by someone to get what he wanted. Well, I was angry. In fact, I am still angry. I spilled everything out here because I knew he would read it. And I hope he understands and changes his attitude. I am helping him. But if he doesn't, what can I do? It's his choice. And I don't blame him, really. As long as he's happy, I'm happy. He's been such a good friend to me. I don't want to ruin everything just because of one tiny problem.

I have been all grumpy since afternoon but then I went to corpus and I can't help but to be happy cause I realized that there will always be some people who will just cheer me up when I'm not in my best mood. I love them. <3

Day 10

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most weird things with


HAHAHAHA Guess who's gonna be in the picture again? Yes, you guess that right. See the one who's stirring the pancake's dough? Yes, that's her.

I went to this pizza thingy with her. It's not weird actually.  

I love them, I really do.

Just in case you wonder, from left to right: Angela-Cindy-Albert

And to someone, I know you're reading this, turns out that you're just using me. You need to know that, I am not going to help you anymore if you don't stop acting like some bitchy wasted guy. I thought you were different, that's why I agreed to help you in the first place. Now you acting like this, doesn't prove anyone anything. So, let me just give you an advice, stop acting like that, or you'll start losing people your friend (if you DO have any) and realize that it's too late to make it up to them. 

I'm just being honest. No hard feeling.

xx

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Sorrryyyyy. I know it's terrible. I'm bad at doing this thingy. I guess I'll close the account then. But I love playing at stuff like this, sooo .... :P