Hit The Bed

My God!
Have just finished my C++ assignment! Just so you know, C++ sucks to the core. And just so we're clear, I did the assignment all by myself. But of course, with some help from the teacher's teaching material, which he copied for me. Still, I'm so proud of myself! I would usually simply ask others to do it for me if the assignments are difficult. But now, rather than asking others to do it for me, I do it by myself. Which is cool. And also independent. Jsyk, my birthday is in 2 bloody weeks. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. I know nobody cares but I feel old. K, should stop complaining!

For the world's coolest teacher, Happy Teacher's Day to u, Sir YC!

OK, if I don't sleep now. I'm gonna be effing late tomorrow.

Night!

xx

Madness Attack

Need to finish this computer's assignments. The deadline is Monday, and I've just started doing the basic things. Duh, curse myself for not doing these earlier. And also curse the teacher! (lol no just kidding, happy teacher's day to all teachers in the world!) 

No inspiration! My brain is er flooded!

I should stop complaining about everything! Be happy!

I know I should stop complaining. But I can't. I just can't. I complain. I say bad words. I curse people. Every bloody second of my life. Like it's in my blood. But I learn. I learn how to control myself, my emotion. And I'm still learning. So I'm sorry, if I've ever hurt your feeling. If I've ever got mad at you without any reason. If I've ever ignored you just because some stupid things. I'm a human, a person. I'm not perfect.

Heart beats fast, colors and promises
How do be brave
How can i love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

Time stands still, beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

I Moustache You A Question

Hello. A lot has been going on lately. I'm tired. I want this shit to end soon. It's exhausting. I am exhausted. December, please come faster. I'm waiting for Santa. Sincerely, not blessed enough.

Anyway, am sooooooo obsessed with moustache recently. I even changed my blog's name and also header. :p

THE RING!

THE NECKLACE!!!!!!!!!

Some of the picture I googled yesterday. Love it to the max. I swear I'm gonna buy the necklace once I see it in any store.

Anyway, Happy Teacher's Day!
xx

200th

Hi deadblog.

This blog is .. very dead. Hmm. How have you guys been doing? Me? Hmm. Half great, half sick.

Anyway, having a terrible stomach cramp right now. Don't know why I decide to post either. My head is like exploding. My whole body is aching. My legs are numb. Hot and cold. Feeling like fainting in another minute.

It's been a week. *sigh* 

See lah this Arvin -.-

I've always felt insecure, about my look, my life, my attitude, everything. That feeling when you see a pretty girl and how you wish you look like that. That feeling when you look at your report and feel like your hard work is useless. That feeling when you look at the person who has everything you want. That feeling when you look at someone and realize how kind they are to you although you've been awful to them. It used to be worse. I still feel that feeling, insecure and jealous of what others have. But now I realize that it's no use to be jealous of others. You have what you need, you just aren't aware of it.

Hmm. Enough bubbling. 

I'm glad to know that I'll always have somebody to take care of me. :)

I'm sorry. I know it's my fault.

xx

ps. it's the two hundredth post! :p 

:)

Happy triple eleven .... Well, today treats me well. :)

taken from tumblr

and happy birthday Faus. :)

A lot to think about,

xx

Blame It On Me

Helllooo!!!

I think I owe this blog tons of stories. HEHEHEH! Blame the lame internet connection. And also the lame me because I'm really really lazy to post anything.

Hmmm. Let's see. I've downloaded Justin Bieber's album. Hehehehehe. Just like everybody, I really can't wait for December. December has always been good to me. *winkwink*

Okay, remember I told you about the Halloween party, the one my classmates arranged? Okay, so I finally came there, with Andrew and Stanley. Omg I'm so bored there. The party was great. But I just felt um left out? Yep, something like that. So I just stood there and chitchatted with the two of them. Super lame. And I skipped my dinner that night. But had my super late supper (supper is supposed to be late, right? :p) at Cindy's house. I slept at her house after the party. Had a heart-to-heart talk with her (if you're reading this, you know what I mean. :p).

Thirty-first of October, hmmm Tifany's birthday. Third of November, met Miss Valent!! I miss her so much. Forced her to come to Corpus on Thursday. Kekekekke *evillaugh* Fourth of November, went to Cindy's Chinese birthday celebration. I'll post the photo (there's only one) tomorrow or whenever I have time lah. :p

Excuse my fugly face. :p

Okay, goodnight!
xx